Thursday, February 15, 2007
[Signing in @ 2224 hrs] I'm really, REALLY pissed off with everything!! It's like, wherever path im heading to, there are walls blocking me up. And what's worse, they get higher and higher!Waited for Usop to send be the pictures of the hmwrk from maths textbook, as I don't even have the book, and can't do my homework without it. While waiting, I chat along with Ariani (Her) on MSN. Suddenly my house went blackout! I was a bit annoyed at this point of time. So I just SMS-ed her and told her what happened.Next, I have to wait for Kak Zilah (My sis) to come home from ORCHARD just to top up the electrical supply! And guess what? That took her a good 1 HOUR PLUS to get home!! It's a big time wasted already! And again, while waiting for my sis, I took a nap for awhile. Awakened by my handphone vibration. It's Ariani, telling me that she's having difficulties in breathing. WHAT THE #%@$??!!! She told me that her breathing is giving her problems while her friend called. And her mom told her that she seems so weak and pale. I SMS-ed her to ask if she's feeling okay by then. No reply. And I'm really, god damned WORRIED! What if anything happens to her? I would be just sitting down here and not knowing anything?? These thoughts crossed my mind, and got stuck there.My sis finally came home. The lights around the house went shining again. I tried logging into my MSN, but there's no internet signal. I went to my room again, and was frustrated that Abang Sabar's comp is still off. How would there be internet access in that way?! And why isn't Abang Sabar be bothered to switched on the comp, when he's sitting right infront of it and talking on the phone?! Anyways, I switched on the comp and tried logging in again, but the problem now is, MY KEYBOARD ISN'T WORKING!! Argh!! I slammed it down on the desk, unplug whatever I see that's attatched to the back of my CPU, and restarted the system. I've lost my mind, that I could even do these a couple of times. I don't know how I did it, but the keyboard worked again. So, I signed into MSN and took a sigh of relief. Found out that Usop wasn't online in MSN. Well, I know that I would be in trouble that I didn't do my maths homework, because I can't! And, I've gotta be prepared to get shouted by Mrs. Goh (Maths teacher) about it tomorrow. Haizz, oh well...Sat down on the chair, heads back, and try to calm myself down. What I'm feeling right now is, gallons amount of blood were stubbornly squeezing in my heart, making it pounds harder and faster. I feel lost. And still, I'm thinking about my girl. Is she gonna be fine? All I could do is pray, hope, and believe. Only god knows what and how I'm feeling. End and out... [Signing out @ 2251 hrs]
10:24 PM
Rock On!
