Wednesday, March 28, 2007
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This is the ring I gave her on our 2nd month anniversary!
And some pictures that reminded me of her everytime?
These are cute and sweet...!!!
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11:46 PM
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[Signing in @ 2112 hrs] Good evening, everybody! I'm back after more than a week! Gosh, I'm really sorry about not updating. I've been facing a bloody problem right now with someone, and trying so hard to avoid it. Sheesh! Anyways, I was waiting for the last set of laundries to be done washing while writing on this post. Haha! And yeah, doing the laundry will be my new hobby!!Hmm, today was such a tiring day. Had malay class right after school, and we're being forced to go. Oh boy, yeah, we have to. For the sake of O levels? Well, I suppose so. This class was held every Wednesday, but for today, it's kinda worth attending to. I came in late just to go to the Boys' Room and wax up my hair. Haha! As soon as I get into the class, everyone was like in a bright mood. What the heck?! Cikgu Rahimah allowed Alfian to buy some snacks in the canteen. And he was hell sick! So I had to follow him along, and treated him 40 cents? Sheesh! He's so hungry! Hehe! Started the class in about 30 minutes later, and just learned some words for bina ayat?! My oh my! That was fast. Haha! Left the classroom in less than an hour? Yeah, and went straight to NPCC to help out abit. And the Guard-of Honours are slacking as if they got the whole day! Well, the Speech Day would be on next Thursday. Are they gonna make it? That'll be my rhetorical question. Think about it, cause I'm so damn worried about you guys right now.I'm feeling totally in love right now! And I'm missing ariani so much!! Not to see her for a long time will be like, the sun won't rise up again. Gosh, I just couldn't survive without her! Well, last Saturday, I had a conversation on the phone with her, and it was so darn sweet!!! Oh my gawd! I've melted her heart on the phone!! Haha! Hey, her voice do sound so cute! And I really need to hear it every night before I get to sleep. Sometimes, I wouldn't need to go to bed when I hear her voice. I cant help it! I'm addicted to her! Hmm, there are a few lines that I said to her, which melted her heart. She smiled the whole night, felt like I carried her up into the air. Erm, okay, I'm really smiling to myself right now. Haha! And yeah, tomorrow is 29 right?! It's gonna be our 2nd months anniversary!P.S. : To my Sweetybaby!!Sayang! I'm sorry that we just can't meet up on our 2nd month anniversary! Gosh, I really feel bad about it. Hmm, I can't wait for us to meet up to town this Sunday! I'd love to celebrate our belated anniversary! Haha! Andand, I've got something for you! =P
With lots of love,
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9:12 PM
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
[Signing in @ 2140 hrs] Gosh, today was such a hell! Yeah, hell. I'm pressurized with lots of homework. Damn! Should have done those a few days ago! Now I'm rushing here and there. I guess I've still not learnt any lesson though, I had this habit for quite a few times. So far I only did only some of my Mother Tongue homework. Only some! And still had lots more to go! Well, I'm quite lucky that tomorrow's only important lesson to hand up my homework is only Mother Tongue. Hehe!Anyways, nothing much happened today. I still kept on having my "holiday mood" in me. Easily distracted and can't resist entertainments! God, please help me! Hmm, I was doing my homework just now. Until Abang Sabar played the Ghost Rider movie on tv. Hell yeah! The movie's about hell again. I'm dying to watch that movie! Oh well, left my homework aside and whooshed towards the other sofa. I love the way he got himself on fire, and I love his Hell Bike! Steaming hot! Hey, he suffered alot when he got immortalized though. That kindda freak me out, ya know?Ghost Rider : Look into my eyes!Hehe! But then again, there ain't that much climax to the movie. Mostly just talkings here and there. Hmm, Marvel movies, I'm still interested! Spider-Man 3 is coming this May. It's definitely a "must watch" thinging! Planning to watch it in Vivo City, we'll see about that.Hmm, I kindda feel empty today. Didn't chat with Ariani on MSN at all. I really felt so different. When I went online, her brother was using the computer. When she got online, my brother was using the computer. Argh!! Seriously I don't think I could survive if this gets much worser. I'm really, REALLY addicted to her! Haha! Hmm, well, missing her is already one big issue for me. Heck, we didn't meet up for more than a month! I always did my best to try to meet her up. When both of us were outdoors, I kept lookng around, wishing to see that she would be around there somewhere. Unfortunately, good luck didn't strike me down. Created a frown on my face. But then again, to think that she loves me so much is the only way that would make me smile again. Yeah, she's my only one who would be able to turn air into love that im breathing in. I'm missing her so much, and I know, in my heart that she's missing me too. Okay, I'm really thinking of her right now. Haha!P.S. : To my sweetheart, ArianiHey, I'm sorry if we didn't get to meet each other for a long time. I tried my best, cause I don't want you to feel so lonely. And the most of all, it's because I miss you so much! We may be far apart, but you would always be in my heart. Even if my heart were to be made of steel, only you would be able to melt my heart.
With love.
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9:40 PM
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
[Signing in @ 2055 hrs] I'm kindda tired right now. My muscles are developing! Wahwah! Hehe! Erm, my arms are feeling weak right now. Yeap, I had Dragonboat training just now. And, it was so damn boring! I'll tell you about it later, alright?Woke up exactly at 0800 hrs! Hehe! Logged into the comp and started playing Maple Story! Ahaha! Actually I was half awake. Stopped playing it when I already got too tired. Ariani went online in MSN. So, there I went to her! Nyahaha! Started my "crazyness" with her since yesterday night. Yeah! Yesterday night was such a special one! We started a webcam conversation and there we went! Laughing here and there, giggled out on how funny we look like, and had our cramped stomache in the end. Goodness knows how ticklish it was to laugh around with her. Oh my oh my! Anyways, this morning, she "crazyness" weren't quite there yet. Duh! She just woke up! Yeah, it slowly came as time goes by. And I got fully awake and REFRESHED because of that! Ahaha! What a life! Seriously! I don't think anyone else could make my day to this extent! It's always the way she does that create a laughter in myself.Well, I went to the pharmacy at Sunplaza's Guardian to get my leg treated. Simple! You just have to buy the required equipments, and the doctor would get you bandaged for free! Is that easy? Alright, alright. This ain't a time for an advertisement, okay?! Well, I felt so much better! As if I've got my right leg back! Still feeling the pain inside though, but not as bad.And now to the main event, Dragonboat!! Sheesh! There's only 5 of us who came in, Alfian, Rid, Mann, Amalina & me! And not forgeting Ms Chew and two other girls from Ang Mo Kio. I really wonder how the heck would the club be able to afford to pay a large sum of money to rent a 40-seater bus, and only having about 8 people boarding it?! Gosh, that'll be a bummer! Oh well. On our journey, Alfian & Rid were playing PSP, and Mann & Amalina were sleeping. I'm sitting all by myself SMS-ing Ariani. Haha! Rid sat right at the back of the bus, right? So he simply layed down and went to sleep right after playing PSP. Ahaha!As we alighted the bus and went to the shelter, we were encountered with a bunch of kids, from the jungle!Rid : Mak! Budak-budak liar lah!-AiERuLe- : Ini bukan budak-budak liar, ini budak-budak terbiar!Those kids were running here and there. And their movements kept on playing in my head! Argh! Oh well, the 5 of us were the only so-called "serious" in the session. The others don't seem to be interested at all. Well, the most interesting part of the training was, we only got to sit in the boat for less than 45 minutes! Sheesh! That was so totally boring! Row here and there, sat on the edges and started viking, and that's that for today. The 5 of us were like, "HUH?!" What do you expect? We came all the way from Sembawang to Jurong Lake for only a 45 minutes rowing? Heck, it's gotta be a waste of time.Got back to Sembawang around 1815 hrs and sat around Sunplaza's MacDonalds. Awesome! I borrowed Rid's PSP and played Need For Speed : Most Wanted !! Ooo, yeah! Once again, I modified my car, and it's hot!Hmm, okay. I'm really, really tired right now. I guess I'll be sleeping early today. And maybe I'll be online tomorrow for just a while. Have gotta do my homework already!P.S. : Sayang! You've always made my day! Nyahaha! Love you love you!!
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8:55 PM
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Friday, March 16, 2007
[Signing in @ 2056 hrs] Hmm, I'm writing this post with a terrible ache on my lower leg. Had severe injuries on it though, and I kept on bleeding and bleeding. God knows how much blood I've lost each year. Average amount? Hmm, I can't even make a guess. My face turned pale yesterday and I was shivering from cold. That's the thing that was bothering me. Ariani was damn worried about me. Hey, she's being so sweet for calling me 2 nights ago to check me out! I was struggling to get home from my class outing, with a pool of blood on the floor. Erm, don't ask me how that accident happened. I don't even wanna tell, cause the way I fall was like, "ouch"?? And I'm kindda embarrassed about it. Hehe! Well, it's killing me right now. my hand shivers more and more and I'm losing strength on doing the slightest work, even with just writing this post.
Had a jamming session this afternoon, and well, it was kindda strucked with a disaster. My voice went off, I can't figure out why and how it happened. My voice can't even get as high as Cove from the Saosin band. It's like as if there's a hole in my throat. Yeah, it really sucked. I got real pissed off about it, and just played the guitar.
Alfian & me here, posing front and back while strumming on.
Yeap, that's me! Gosh I hate my hair!
Well, I'm logging out now. Gotta continue chatting with her, and yadee yadaa. I've got a life to live! Rock on everybody!
P.S. : Sayang! Thankieu so much for everything! You taught my heart lahs! Hehe! I love you! Bluekz! Erm, I mean.. Muackz!!
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8:56 PM
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
[Signing in @ 2039 hrs] Hmm, I'm quite tired today. Almost went to sleep on the sofa just now. Woke up at around 0730 hrs and went to shower. Dressed up in my school tees and do up my hair. It grew back long!! Woohoo!! Well, I chat with her for a good 30 mins, and got to know that she's having a huge headache. Oh boy, that gives me the negative feelings. I told her to rest abit though, but she says that she wanna stay online for awhile to wait for Haikal. Yeah, he went off to KL at 1155 hrs. We're all gonna miss him so much, for he is one of those friendly kindda guys. Oh well, I'll just have to pray for his safety on his departure and return too. May he have a pleasant journey. Rock on, bro!
Okok, went out of home at about 0845 hrs, and I'm late! Oh my, oh my, oh my! Went off with a WHOOSH!! Well, on my way out, realised that my pants was too big and long! Argh! Stopped for awhile to fold it up, and I looked like an 80's dancer. Sheesh! I was already late though, and I'm still taking my own sweet time walking. Nyahaha! Had fun SMS-in with her while walking, smiled to myself too.Okay, I reached school at around 0910 hrs, still not worried. When I get into the class, Mr. Trevor's still not there! Hell yeah! I should have taken more of my sweet time walking to school! He came into the class at 0940 and started the lesson. Yeap, he's 40 minutes late! Hmm, I can't really understand a thing about Social Studies. Sometimes I just sat there and kept looking at the clock, waiting for the class to end at 1100 hrs. Hehe! Oh well, I went straight home after the class. There's nothing much to do outdoors. Board in the 962 bus and met Muhaimin Mahfud inside. Chat with him and stuffs. Man, there's not much to talk about. Haha!Well, got home, and went online at MSN. Yeah, as always, Ariani's there! Whee! She told me that she has got a huge headache in the morning, right? Now, it's worse. She's having..HIGH FEVER!! Damn I'm so worried! Her temperature reached out 39.0 'C. Hmm, yeah, I did told her to go and rest. She went off a few moments later. Hmm, thinking about her condition that time, I can't even remember anything else. She SMSed me after awhile, and told me that her temperature reached out 40.5 'C! Holy shit! That's already heat stroke! Of cause she can't move herself at all, so I replied by asking if there's anyone at home. I waited, and she didn't replied. That turned me panicked like hell! Thinking stuffs that something might had happened to her. So I called her up. Ease came to me when she picked up the phone. Yeah, she's okay. Called her younger bro, Arianto, and asked him for help. "Kakak sakit kan? Tolong abang boleh? Ok, gi amik ice and letak pat kepala kakak. Pastu amik air sejuk, sapu2 pat muka kakak sikit, boleh? Thankieu!" He Giggled all the way. And yeah, I kept wondering why.Hmm, I prayed for her that her sickness got well soon. She's fine right now. Glad to know about it. And she told me that Arianto didn't helped out just now. Sheesh! Berbuih aku bual ngan dier! Oh well, she's abit cooled down right now. So I could start off craps with her again. Nyahahaha!P.S. : To my sweetheart, Ariani.Finally Allah has answered my prayers. You're gonna be fully recovered very soon, I promise you that. And you! Better take good care of yourself! You're getting sick easily these days. And of course I'm worried! =P
With love,
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8:39 PM
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Monday, March 12, 2007
[Signing in @ 2133 hrs] Today was such a happy day for me! I think so. Teehee! Had my Mother Tongue oral prelims in the morning! Guess what? While waiting for our turn, we had our MT Paper 1 test also, and we're supposed to finish it up by 1045 hrs. Oh my gawd! That's just, bleargh! When my turn came up, I sat down on the "Practice Seat" and started reading to myself. Well, its about smoking and its consequences. Kindda interesting though. Soon enough, my turn to take the oral with Mdm Zaetun. Hell me! I was shivering like crazy and was like, trying my best not to skip words? "Gagap" You know? Hmm, when it came to the conversation section, she asked me a few question. What happened was, my mind was like wasn't in my brain, but it's in my mouth and I'm bursting it all out! And the best part was, I kindda don't understand what I was saying, and Mdm Zaetun answered it all for me. Whoah! That was easy. Hahaha! Having conversations with her was fun and comes in great terms when I had to speak perfect malay. My turn was done and I went back into the room to finish up my Paper 1. Wrote the last sentence exactly at 1045 hrs, and straight away continued my Paper 2. Yeah man, it was a whole lot of work.After all those, I went to Sunplaza's KFC with Rid, Muhaimin and Mervin to have some lunch. All of them had MEALS, when I could only afford to buy a piece of chicken ribs. Well, that would fill my tummy enough. Washed my hands, and played along with Rid's PSP, Need For Speed Carbon : Own The City. Ouh yeah! I'm bringing up my own Mitsubishi Evo and tuned it up, and turned it to glossy red, black vinyls and black wide rims! Ouh yeah, HELL YEAH! Won 1st on every race! Woohoo! And yeah, I'm the only one who's noisy there. Muhaimin Mahfud : "Wah, Khai main dengan semangat uh!"Back at home, chat with Ariani as always. Well, unfortunately we had a huge straight talks with each other. I wouldn't dare to hurt her at all. Things just got suddenly awful. Till then I made her realise how much I felt about her and how patience I could be when she's mad. It's all I could afford to do to make us happy couples once again. I kindda cried my heart out actually, for all those things she said. But for my kindda person, I forgive others just like that even without them apologizing. And so, I forgave her for it. I wouldn't wish for that to happen again though. It's just heart-breaking. Realationships were meant to be treasure and loved, not to be mistaken. For every love that I had to someone, it's a love that can't be replaced.P.S. : To my sweetheart, Ariani.I know that it has been a hard time for you these days and everything seems to be getting in your way. I'm truly, really sorry that I've not always been there for you, but I pressurised you more instead. It hurts me so much more to see you that way. For all I can, I'm gonna make us to happy couples again. You being happy with me is the only thing I'm looking for, together with love. With all my heart, I'm sincere towards you or I won't call myself a man. With love...
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9:33 PM
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
[Signing in @ 2239 hrs] Okay, I'm really feeling glad right now, knowing that she's okay. It's been a long time since I had sweet talks with her. Few days ago she had a big issue with her besties. And what's worse? She came up with the idea of being alone forever. Whatever she's thinking, I knew that it would be too good to be true! Friends do lasts long, or rather, they won't last. If they do, it would patch up again sooner or later. As what the malays recite, "Air dicincang tiada putus". We had friends when we don't have families, we have friends when we don't have love. There's so much thing friends could do. But tonight, it's such a total relief that Ariani got okay with them. Her characters were like how I fell in love with her again! It was a good thing I listened to my heart for being patience towards her. Love wins everything.Well, today was a really short day. I woke up at 0800 hrs, and went back to sleep. Woke up at 1000 hrs, and went back to sleep again. Finally, I woke up at 1250 hrs, hearing the noise of Ameerul playing maple story. "Haish! Okay! Time to get up!" I slept the whole morning. Damn, I wasted 1/3 part of the day! Oh well, I asked ameerul that I wanna use the comp a few moments later. Chat with her on MSN too. Well she seems quite okay today. Whee!Hmm, I've got nothing else to write, except for her. Seriously, I'm beginning to miss her this much! It's been more than three weeks since we've last met, is it? Hmm, I just couldn't stop thinking about her. The thought of it makes me feel emotionally weak. No matter what, love stays strong and won't fade away. Yeah, she kindda pranked me just now. SMSed me saying that she's packing her bags. For what?! "I can't take it anymore. I'm packing my bag cause... besok ada skola lahs! I was just kidding! Hahaha!" Urgh! A big suspense! Well, she got me this time. I'm starting to find ways on getting her back! Nyahaha! (Evil laugh with thick nerdy specs)Okay, that's all for today, kids! Stay tuned! Till' we meet again next time!! Bubbye!! (Lame) [Signing out @ 2256 hrs]P.S : Sayang! I'm loving you and missing you so much!! Whee!!
10:40 PM
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
[Signing in @ 1926 hrs] Hmm, I'm writing this blog cause there's nothing left for me to do. I'm really bored, and missing her so much. Haizz, I don't know how much longer could I wait to meet her again. It has been like 3 weeks or so? Yeah, I guess so. Hmm, couldn't meet her on our first anniversary cause her dad wants her to do something after school. Oh well, quite sad though, but I understand. Postponed our celebration to the march holidays, but then, her family has to go to Philipines, their home town. Hmm, well? Get to meet her, or didn't get to meet her, that's the question that's running in my mind every second. I prayed everytime that our love gets stronger every second, cause I'm beggining to feel uneasy. Hmm...Nowadays, I somehow felt so happy for myself. Only Ariani knows about this. Hmm, last Saturday was the day I had to go to the hospital, for an appointment. Dad was late, so reached there at around 1515 hrs and had our lunch in Kopitiam. Found out that she's really, really worried for me though. And for that, I got worried myself. Hehe! Hmm, 1550 hrs was the appointment. So, I went through it all, the diagnosis and all.To cut it short, at around 1800 hrs was my last time to face the doctor. And guess what? I'm cured...I'M CURED!!! Hearing the heavenly news brought my tears out of my eyes. The doctor said it wasn't the first time this thing happened. As long as we believe, we could go through it all. His words marked a spot in my heart. Went out of the room, and daddy was there. The smile on his face made me have the feeling that I'm gonna be like him one day. I ran towards him and gave him a great, big hug. I cried like I never did before. It's a nightmare turned paradise. All the feelings inside, I threw them all out. Hundreds of tears I've cried. Tears of joy.My dad went off to work as I said that I could take care of myself from now onwards. He gave me a few bucks for a taxi, and off he goes. Somewhere near Kopitiam was a small garden. Went inside and sat on a bench, viewing the greenaries. My mind has dozens of videos playing in it. I've started to think about what would happen to me if this day wouldn't come. What would my friends say? And most of all, what would be of Ariani? Who would be there for her if I'm gone? God finally answered my prayers and gave me a second chance. I ain't done with this world yet. I wanna be a person who would make a difference. And all this while, I've sacrificed part of my live to the ones I loved, used to loved, and never loved. All of them. Those who left me knows how much I've done for them, and how much love I gave. Right now, there's only that one person who would have my heart wherever she goes, Ariani.A long queue of taxis were waiting at the Taxi Stand. I didn't wanna go home yet. I'm still thinking, and crying. Ariani was the first person I messaged. Told her the good news, and she was so damn happy for me. Looks like I could stay longer for you, sayang. =)Well, I wanna stop right here. It's getting longer and longer. Off I go! And to all of you. May what you believe would come true! [Signing out @ 1810 hrs]
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