[Signing in @ 2133 hrs] Today was such a happy day for me! I think so. Teehee! Had my Mother Tongue oral prelims in the morning! Guess what? While waiting for our turn, we had our MT Paper 1 test also, and we're supposed to finish it up by 1045 hrs. Oh my gawd! That's just, bleargh! When my turn came up, I sat down on the "Practice Seat" and started reading to myself. Well, its about smoking and its consequences. Kindda interesting though. Soon enough, my turn to take the oral with Mdm Zaetun. Hell me! I was shivering like crazy and was like, trying my best not to skip words? "Gagap" You know? Hmm, when it came to the conversation section, she asked me a few question. What happened was, my mind was like wasn't in my brain, but it's in my mouth and I'm bursting it all out! And the best part was, I kindda don't understand what I was saying, and Mdm Zaetun answered it all for me. Whoah! That was easy. Hahaha! Having conversations with her was fun and comes in great terms when I had to speak perfect malay. My turn was done and I went back into the room to finish up my Paper 1. Wrote the last sentence exactly at 1045 hrs, and straight away continued my Paper 2. Yeah man, it was a whole lot of work.After all those, I went to Sunplaza's KFC with Rid, Muhaimin and Mervin to have some lunch. All of them had MEALS, when I could only afford to buy a piece of chicken ribs. Well, that would fill my tummy enough. Washed my hands, and played along with Rid's PSP, Need For Speed Carbon : Own The City. Ouh yeah! I'm bringing up my own Mitsubishi Evo and tuned it up, and turned it to glossy red, black vinyls and black wide rims! Ouh yeah, HELL YEAH! Won 1st on every race! Woohoo! And yeah, I'm the only one who's noisy there. Muhaimin Mahfud : "Wah, Khai main dengan semangat uh!"Back at home, chat with Ariani as always. Well, unfortunately we had a huge straight talks with each other. I wouldn't dare to hurt her at all. Things just got suddenly awful. Till then I made her realise how much I felt about her and how patience I could be when she's mad. It's all I could afford to do to make us happy couples once again. I kindda cried my heart out actually, for all those things she said. But for my kindda person, I forgive others just like that even without them apologizing. And so, I forgave her for it. I wouldn't wish for that to happen again though. It's just heart-breaking. Realationships were meant to be treasure and loved, not to be mistaken. For every love that I had to someone, it's a love that can't be replaced.P.S. : To my sweetheart, Ariani.I know that it has been a hard time for you these days and everything seems to be getting in your way. I'm truly, really sorry that I've not always been there for you, but I pressurised you more instead. It hurts me so much more to see you that way. For all I can, I'm gonna make us to happy couples again. You being happy with me is the only thing I'm looking for, together with love. With all my heart, I'm sincere towards you or I won't call myself a man. With love...
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