[Signing in @ 1839 hrs] Just got back home, had my meal I bought from KFC and here I am, blogging away! Haha! Isn't it such a cold and breezy day? The rain, the air, and the weather? Well, I felt like so. If you guys don't feel any breeze at all, then I must be destined to be sick! My temperature reached out about 38.5'C already. Who knows that must be my hot temper or something? Nah, don't think so!Yesterday evening and this morning was such an excitement for me and Ariani! I didn't know how it started but, I began to have singing lessons with her. Of course I'm the teacher! She says that I've got the potential too! Ouh yeah, that's the stuff! Nyahaha! She looked down on herself saying that her voice sucked. I was kindda upset though, cause all these while I've been dying to hear her sing when I know she's got that sweet voice, hearing them while on the phone. She listened to Heavily Broken by The Veronicas, and sang abit. It was fine! No bad voices at all! So there I went giving comments and instructions, "Your breath, your voice, your feelings, your volume, your pitch, your tone!" Something like that? What made me interested in teaching was that, she's the kind of student who's willing to learn. When that happens, I do enjoyed myself as a teacher! The whole thing went great! Her voice got better, and singing became a hobby! Once she learnt to sing, I told her to sing a song for me. Forgot what song it was by the way. Hehe! But to a huge surprise, she sounded so sweet! Should I say, I was listening to Mariah Carey or whoever? Great heavens! I was so, damn proud of her! If I were to sit on a bench with her and hear her sing after teaching, I would have hugged her tight! Yeap, she was so glad to discover her hidden ability. As I always said, "Haish, tak sia-sia I ajar you nyanyi." Hmm, it's all worth the work. Not to mention how much I love her, but I did these for her to let her achieve her dreams - to be a singer I suppose? Haha! Hmm, the same thing goes as for this morning. I taught her to sing again. But this time, she sang the song Tanpa Kekasihku by Agnes Monica. Comments by me? Simple. My jaws dropped! Yeah! My jaws dropped! Was that my sayang? Heck, she sounded like a few years experienced singer! I'll be dissapointed if she didn't tell me that she used to be a singer! Haha!Anyways, jamming session just now was a whole lot of fun! I came in around more than an hour late! I entered the room, and grabbed the microphone. From there, I started rockin'! We sang songs like I won't see you tonight, GSF, Your guardian angel and more! My voice today was great! Finally my throat was cleared! Well, the rest of my members complained that the equipment sucked big tme. Whoah, all I could do was laugh in sympathy. Hehe!P.S. : To my sweetheart, Ariani!!Sayang!! I've never thought that you had such a nice voice! I knew you could sing, even though you said your voice sucked. Haha! I love to hear you sing everytime! And I love to guide you through. Since this is one of your dreams, I'm gonna let you touch that dream! Let you voice determined part of your future. And as always, I'll always be here for you! Awon sayang Ariani!
With lots of love,
[Signing out @ 1705 hrs]
[Signing in @ 1025 hrs] It's just a matter of time to get over with this. Heck, it's really bugging in my head. Still, I've gotta be strong or I'll end up being in the junk. I really had a great time with her a few days ago, untill something happened.I picked her up after school last Tuesday. Spent time with her and her friends then. When the other girls went home, there left only me and Ariani. And so I sent her home as always. The thing was, we held hands in school uniform! Such a big mistake! It went well for awhile but Ariani felt that something isn't right. That made the both of us quite worried. Reached her block's void deck and kissed her 3 times! That sent her melting like crazy! Haha!It's still a nice daily routine the next morning - gave her a wake up call, prepared for school, texted her and went straight to school. To my horror, when I reached school, she texted me saying that 3 of her teachers saw us yesterday, holding hands! Her Discipline Master called her up and talked to her about this! Shit! I've been stressing my head since then!Okok, I don't wanna talk anymore about this. I've been really feeling guilty and I'm having a headache! Haish, I'll update more when anything happens.P.S. : To my sweetheart, ArianiHey, I'm sorry that all of these happened. I really felt guilty when only you get all the scoldings and I'm just here, having nothing. That's the reason why I wanna handle things myself. I wanna get you out of this. One way, or another. I ain't giving up on you. Neither would I leave you alone facing this problems. My love towards you is sincere, and I'd better make it forever.
With lots of love,
[Signing out @ 11.20]
[Signing in @ 0121 hrs] Woohoo! Ok, I'm here just to update on my previous Sunday, alright? Gosh! I just can't get it off my mind! My heart-of-steel melted the whole day, and I'm in thirst for more! Nyahaha! By the way, you realise I'm blogging in the morning? Hell yeah! I'm still wide awake! Haha!
Well, woke up at around 0630 on that day, and prepared myself to help out in Mom's stall. Yeap, she's opening a new stall in blok 111, near my house. Got there, and peeled the boiled eggshells, get in orders, yadee-yadaa. And heck, I was still so sleepy and became blur when getting orders! A guy asked for a Nasi Lemak. I took the plate, the rice, the chicken, cucumbers, ikan bilis and eggs. Finally, I added abit of sambal on it. The guy went on a surprised smiley, and said, "Aik? Sikit nyer, bang! Haiyo! Ngah kebuloh ni!" Gosh! I'm so embarrased! I'm lucky he's in a good tone. Kak Zilah just giggled beside me. Oh wells, washed the dishes and went back home at 1045 hrs to prepare myself to meet her!
Showered, clothes, wax up my hair and perfumes! Damn! I just hate the way my hairstyle is right now! Its just so...GEEKY? Yeah. And so I met her and Ila outside Boots & Shoes at around 1215 hrs. Yeap, I was late! Sorry, sayang! Teehee! Well, we boarded the MRT from Woodlands to Orchard. While on the way, me and Ariani leaned against the glass panel, and I put my arms around her, hugging her tight. Aww!! I could feel the warmth! I whispered to her ears and said, "Sayang? I love you!" And there she went, molten? Hehe!
In Orchard, we went to Far East Plaza to have some window shopping! Yesh, we did have some fun together! Her smiles and her laughters, they are really sweet! I'm really in love with those! And strolled around there for a few moments 'till we got bored with the place. Left the building and walked our way to...Erm, I kinda forgot the building's name? But I know there's "Toys 'R' Us" in there. So, yeap, we went inside and did some childish thingings! Get what I mean, will ya? That time was the time when I found out that Ariani is in love with Barney plushies. Haha! She got a grab of one of them and hug it real tight! But still, she hugged me tighter! Nyahaha! Well, that's for the girls with the sweet stuffs. But for me, I kept looking for cool merchandises! Cars, bikes, swords, guns and many more! Hmm, guys are still guys, huh? Haha! Well, we then left the building, walked all the way to Plaza Singapura and had our lunch at Burger King. Then, went upstairs to the 5th floor. Yamaha Music School! Woohoo! This is paradise! Guitars everywhere! But on that day, I played much on the keyboards. The sound effects are kinda cool! I'm in love with it!
Finally, we went to Esplanade to spent the rest of our times there. Sat by the Singapore River, and cuddled her, keeping her comfortable. It was suddenly on her dreams that I kissed on her cheeks! She melted like crazy! That was my first kiss to her in this relationship. A live performance nearby played some acoustics like Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne. That was the time when she got in love with that song! Hehe! The water, the sky, the atmosphere and the music made our moments so romantic. I somehow felt like the world gave everything to us, just to make her happy right in that moment. It's already 1700 hrs though. Ila went to buy drinks, and me & Ariani followed and waited beside. I got kinda thirsty too, and decided to buy a drink also. While I was counting my nickles, Ariani layed her head on my shoulder and suddenly kissed my cheek! Oh my gawd! That was the first kiss I've ever had from a girl! I was so melting, and I lost count of my nickels! Haha!
AiERuLe : "Alamak! Dah brapa uh nie?!"
I counted again and simply bought the can of drink. Argh! I just can't forget that moment!
It's already time for them to go home. So we took the MRT towards Marina Bay and bounced back towards Woodlands. Again, on the way to Woodlands, I cuddled her tight, I kissed her cheek and she kissed mine back! Aww!! So sweet! Hmm, took some pictures of us with her cellphone. Like I said, I really hate they way my hairstyle was! Eee!!
Simply to cut it short, after I sent her home, she texted me saying that her gramps just died in Philippines. She was crying! I'd thought that called her would be a good idea. And so I did! I tried comforting her and telling her to except the fate. Those who live, will also die. It's destined to everyone. Well I hoped that what I did would cool her down cause I really don't want our sweetest moments to become a tragic ending.
P.S. : To my sayang, Ariani!
Hey, I really had a great time with you! That kiss, that first kiss! It really made my day! Thankieu so much for eveything. You really made me feel like I'm in heaven! The love you gave me is always in my heart, and there would always be room for more. I will always love you and I would never leave you alone. You don't deserve to be alone, but you deserve to be loved.
Lots of love,
[Signing out @ 0206 hrs]
