[Signing in @ 1025 hrs] It's just a matter of time to get over with this. Heck, it's really bugging in my head. Still, I've gotta be strong or I'll end up being in the junk. I really had a great time with her a few days ago, untill something happened.I picked her up after school last Tuesday. Spent time with her and her friends then. When the other girls went home, there left only me and Ariani. And so I sent her home as always. The thing was, we held hands in school uniform! Such a big mistake! It went well for awhile but Ariani felt that something isn't right. That made the both of us quite worried. Reached her block's void deck and kissed her 3 times! That sent her melting like crazy! Haha!It's still a nice daily routine the next morning - gave her a wake up call, prepared for school, texted her and went straight to school. To my horror, when I reached school, she texted me saying that 3 of her teachers saw us yesterday, holding hands! Her Discipline Master called her up and talked to her about this! Shit! I've been stressing my head since then!Okok, I don't wanna talk anymore about this. I've been really feeling guilty and I'm having a headache! Haish, I'll update more when anything happens.P.S. : To my sweetheart, ArianiHey, I'm sorry that all of these happened. I really felt guilty when only you get all the scoldings and I'm just here, having nothing. That's the reason why I wanna handle things myself. I wanna get you out of this. One way, or another. I ain't giving up on you. Neither would I leave you alone facing this problems. My love towards you is sincere, and I'd better make it forever.
With lots of love,
[Signing out @ 11.20]
