Damn, I just got home and there's school in about a few hours time! Okay, I didn't turn up for school because my right eye sore real badly, and it still is! So, I went to Friday prayers, then to D&T at school. Bestie texted me, and you won't be able to imagine how happy I was! So I called her up, draining my prepaid up. There's no use if it's only left with 85 cents! So I just drain it all up. Then my phone hung up as it's prepaid's already dried up! Shit! I rushed to the school's payphone and called her for awhile. So, I guess she was busy doing her housework. So I told her that I'll websms her when I get home. Nope, she said no, and told me to just wait for her to text me. Oh well, so I did my D&T till 5 and went straight off.
On second thought, I decided to head to mom's foodstall to help her in "cocok satay" or whatever it is in english! So, bestie, that's one of the reason I didn't get to websms you. *Smiles! So, I got a call from Alfian saying that he need me to act out being a "Mat-rip". Holy shits! Oh well, rushed home and get changed to look more like those 'Mat' types. Before I left, I took the chance to hack into Abang Sabar's laptop just to get online. I missed bestie so much, but she wasn't online. Oh well, off I go.
So met Alfian and other friends he invited. Mintak orang act jadi Mat-rip, panggil betul nyer Mat-rip! Haiyo! So we acted in Causeway Point's Banquet. Damn it! We kept repeating the scenes to make it perfect, and it's like, jalan cam Mat-rip, not perfect, do all over. It's funny though, and the crowd in Banquet laughed along! Ahaha! Okay, that was fun.
So, sometime later, Bestie texted me and again, I was so damn happy! But then, something occurred which I don't ever wanna write it down here. Whatever it is, to you, Bestie, I forgive you with all my heart! *Cheers! So, I called her up just to make her feel better. And I hope It went well. I was so damn worried about her since the start I was shooting the film in Banquet, wondering when would she text me.
Hmm, the last shooting scene was at Sembawang, a coffee shop somewhere in the area. It all ended at around 0015 hrs, in the morning?! Urgh! When I got to the MRT station, the last train just left. And again, "Urgh!!!" Well, I've got no choice but to make my way from Sembawang to Woodlands - ON FOOT. Fun, yeah?
Hmm, so I read Bestie's blog as soon as I reached home. Found out that she went on phone with her ex. Oh wells, ouch? Haish, I don't know. I'm in no place to stop her from anything. But I was glad that she got along with him. Hmm, yeah. And wells, she's got a real phobia in falling in love. And again, it wouldn't have happened to her if I wasn't around. Bestie, don't stop me from blaming myself okays? It's my fault. =)
So, erm. My advice to you, Bestie. You're gonna need the REAL YOU to bear with all these. Remember, to make things right, someone really has to get hurt. And if he ignores you, some kind of friend he is. Just imagine that you've got the whole world in your hand, and you don't wanna hurt each and everyone. Ask yourself, would you be hurt in the end? Yeah, that's the question. And yeah, about your phobia. I don't know. I'm really, really feeling guilty about it. Perhaps those memories made you that way? I'm really sorry, and I know that's just not enough. I know I owe you alot. Whatever problems you're facing, I'll always be right here for you. Please, never keep secrets from me okays? I'm just thankful enough that you took me fully in this friendship. I was hurt about your act, but I cared about you more. And when you're perfectly okay, I'm more than that. I love you, Bestie! =)
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