Great! I'm back home and updating! I had MT oral just now. And holy shit! It's the real 'O' level thinging! Well, I sat on the reading table for 5 minutes and started reading. The passage is about people having lung cancer or somethings like that? Or maybe it about heart attack? Whatever it is, the passage was quite simple to read. Doesn't make me gagap for abit. Went into the Cyber Lab for the face-off with the invigilators. "Slamat pagi, cikgu!" and started reading. Blablabla, and then came the conversation part. "Ceritakan tentang pengalaman kamu apabila kamu menghidap sesuatu penyakit." I went like, "huh?!" That's it?! 'O' levels were easier than I thought! I answered with that pathetic, yet charming grin on my face. Almost said about having chicken-pox, but how do I translate that in malay?! Anyone?! Pushed that aside, just spitted out saying that I had high-fever when I was young, and being "Mengada-ngada". Whee! Asked with two more SIMPLE questions and went off. Yahee!! No wonder Fadlin and Sharifah were smiling since they left the face-off in the quarantine area! Oh well!

Brought my ass out off school at around 1545 hrs and headed straight home. Ouh yeah, some of the malay dancers called me up and were like, "Nak autograph?!" And I shouted back, "Hah?! Ah, tkper! Takyah! Thank you!" Let's drag this up in malay shall we? Mentang-mentang gambar dorg ada pat suratkhabar dah mengada-ngada! I'm not pissing them off or anything, but the school's being proud of them, they should too for their achievements. Not for popularity. I'd say that they are rather being complacent, no offense but my warning to you - NPCC used to be too complacent about their achievements. But look at them now? They're dying! So my words to you, beloved malay dancers. Just don't be like us. Be proud, but not too proud. Okays? You girls are still beloved ones and that's why I kept smiling to all of you. But don't allow the school to turn their faces away from you. That's so unlikely. Good luck for your next years, alright?

Well, yesterday too was a big day for me. Ariani texted me before I left for library. Oh yeah! I was so god damned happy! I then replied her through websms and talked as besties. Well, somehow I could feel that she's having a problem with herself. But oh well, being respectful enough, I'll just wait for her to tell me by herself once she's comfortable with the time. So, I left to Woodlands MRT station and met Muna and Izzudin (Muna's bro). She paid me 20 bucks for that Saturday's kendarat, and I happily spent it on Sturhub Top-up Card. Huhuhu! Yeay! Yeah, after all that, I went to the library to do my self-studying. Alex-tinggi came and really put me to a sudden shock. You know sudden shock? That "Oh mak kau!" kindda reaction? Yeah, sat infront of me till 1930hrs, the time that I left him alone. Huahaha! So, I went to kedai mama's Net Cafe to went online in MSN. Gosh, How I miss those people there! The thing is, I purposely went online just to wait for Ariani. Sad thing when she didn't, but she texted me again that night. Whee! Whoops! Hope she doesn't know! Hehe!

I tried to be abit romantic by saying that the stars are beautiful. But to think about it again, we're just bestfriends. It's not wrong to say such things to bestfriends, is it? But I know the intention of saying it must be .. Erm, not quite there? Well, whatever it is, I kept on texting her cause she needed someone to talk to. And we played True or Dare! Haha! We asked stupid questions to each other and somehow, those questions are like .. So obvious? Like "Who are you missing right this instance?" or "If you fell in love with someone, who would that be?" Haha! Well, I think the both of us were like, trying our best not to tell the other that we still love them. And so, she felt sleepy, and there she goes.

Everytime her name appears in my phone, my heart went unusual. It's like, I'm deeply inlove with someone new, and being so afraid to tell her. And it's like, her facial expressions says that she's not prepared for a relationship. Know those kindda stuff? Oh well, it's really time for me to respect girls like her for now. And all I've gotta do is wait. Still, on the other hand, my heart came craving for her prescence, like it's lost its love forever. Everynight I can't sleep while lying on my bed, and I had to shed tears thinking about her, in order to go to sleep. Everynight I wore the necklace around my neck on bed, and held the pendant in my hands and prayed to god to give her back to me. She's still having half of my heart, and I'm having hers. Funny thing is, we both can't survive without each other, but we acted like normal friends when we talk. Till then, I just wish for that star to grant me that wish.