I'm too lazy to write about my day just now. Maybe I'll just post it up tommorrow. Well, I came home feeling tired and really, really down. I just need a new life, for goodness sake. I'm tired with all these - what's happening to the world, to me, my friends, love ones, whatever. My broken heart never got mended back since the day I broke up with her, and it just got even worser than painful. I cried every night, trying too keep my eyes closed just to keep myself asleep. Even if I'm asleep, I'll just got awake in a few hours time. It's really tiring you know? And again, I'll have to cry myself to sleep everytime, even till now. Haish. I don't know when would I end all this suffering. I don't even know how. They say that I should just forget about it. I'm sorry, but I simply can't. I never would. Cause I'm not ready for that. Some even say that I need a new person to make me forget all those and mend my powdered-heart. But apparently, I'm not ready for that either. So, how? I've got nowhere to turn. I've devoted myself with this "Love" thinging too much that I've suffered to this extent. I'm not regret, but I just can't believe that it's happening to me. What are the ways of fixing my heart back altogether? They're just powder now. They'll blow off even when you grip 'em in your hand. I need ... haish. I've got alot of things to say, alot of things to wonder, and alot of things to know in my heart. But I'm just afraid if I'd hurt another heart. =\Well, I just got to know that someone had a crush on a guy. And that guy's a friend of her own sibling. That's lucky for him though. I'd wish you good luck on that okays?Labels : I guess my heart is being played around with? Maybe? I'm prepared for more.
