It's so beautiful! Me and Bestie are okay now. Gosh, I could feel the pain she's been bearing all by herself since the day before yesterday! Well, last night I really, really don't feel good at all. I kept thinking about her even while doing my work at Mom's food stall. Well, I waited for 2130 hrs to come cause that's the time when her parents were asleep. So as that time came, I texted Bestie by just saying hello. So, yeah. She replied, and I asked if I'm able to call her right at that moment. Well, she said that I won't like the way I sound. Why? Cause she's been crying from moments ago! Oh shits! I grabbed my coins and rushed down to the payphone and called her up!
Okay, she was crying. But still, it's her sweetest voice that I wanna hear. Damn, it touched my heart hearing her sound in that manner. I comfort her and stuffs. And I apologised to her for leaving just like that. And I just can't help it. I'm really in need of someone like her in my life. Yeah, she's still having half of my heart. That goes the same to me having hers. So we talked about it, and here we are now - together like before. I love you, Bestie!
Well, today's school was kinda funny though. I had my D&T lesson for 2 hrs from the start, then had English, when I had to stay back to complete the summary writing, then had only 5 minutes of recess, and then free period cause Miss Anna Low wasn't around. So yeah. But my friends kept saying to me that my eyes were red. Ouh shoots! Greatness! I've got sore eyes! Yeay! I went to the office to get the Early Departure form, and went to look for Mr Trevor. God dammit! Where the heck was he?! I searched around the whole school looking for him, and he wasn't there. Oh wells, I just asked the clerk in the office to call up my dad, and the HOD to sign the form. So, I went out of school with that "YIPPEE!" attitude.
Shits all over my faces. Such an embarrassment! I headed to the optic shop in SunPlaza to buy myself a new pair of contact lenses. But then, the optician said that my eyes were red and I can't wear. Holy shits! I didn't thought of that! Argh! Khai beloh! So, yeah. I just headed home then.
So, as I reached home, I waited for Bestie to call, which is one of the reason I didn't turn up for D&T lesson after school. But then, few of her guy friends came over to her house. For what, I don't know. Well, yeah. I waited for her call. But she didn't. Her friends were still there. She was kinda busy I guess, so I tried my best not to be a burden. Then she texted me saying that she's bored. So I suggested if she wants me to call her phone. Nope, her brother's home! Urgh! Okay, my heart ached somehow. I should've gone to D&T lesson with sore eyes. Oh wells, we didn't talked much when we met in habbo just now. I knew she's busy. So, yeah. That's it. Haish.
Anyways, I'm gonna wear traditional costumes to school! And hell yeah! I'm gonna look my best for my last year in this lame school! Huahaha! Okay, I've customised my black Baju Kurung to make it look skinnier - trimmed the sleeves and the body. So as I tried it on just now, gosh! I can see my body shape! Oh no! Then I rushed to the mirror and stared at myself. Well, It's not so bad afterall! I AM hot! Huahaha! (AS IF!)
So this is how my shirt roughly looks like.
And this, are how I'm gonna look like. (Without Songkok)
