Okay, its almost 2400 hrs, and I just got back home. Really exhausted here, but still updating! Huhu! Well, I started my day in a pissful manner, whereby my MSN got really, really, screwed up! It's closed the window all by itself after I kept opening it! That same goes to my Windows Messenger. How the hell, am I gonna go online?! Sheesh! Anyways, I just edited another of my picture in those "Vector" kindda style. The picture above is an example. See that? See that? Yeah, that's it. But I've not uploaded it here yet. Soon okays?
I dressed up in my black hot Baju Kurung for Muna's kendarat. And again, it's been a long time since I've put on my eyeliner. So my eyes are like killing me! Argh! Wore my shades and got out like an idiot, sort of. Reached Woodlands MRT station and waited there for a half hour! Damn it! I only met Muhaimin and Aisyah then, but I've yet to see Rid. He said he just got out from home. Oh well, we decided to move on to Muna's invitation after all.
Cut it short, Rid and all of us were finally there and we started working after we had our meals. Hell yeah, souvenir pens and lollipops are placed in a really long black sling bag and we're supposed to walk around and distributing those to visitors, carrying that bag?! We looked like a few Candymen in a wedding invitation! Oh well, I just held the bag on my arms so it'll look more "sopan" to the visitors' eyes. A few moments later, I really don't feel so good. It feels like there's an animal in my tummy that kept kicking here and there! Ouh yeah, I'm bloated! I walked around trying to act as if everything's okay, while it's not at all. I became more and more nauseous though, so I went to the portable toilet when I couldn't take it anymore. Before I could get in, there's this one old man who kept talking to me - the wedding feast and stuffs. He told me about himself being an NPCC commander in his early days. Wow, that really impressed me. But holy shit! I need to go to the toilet already! And the old man just keep talking! When I'm done entertaining him, I rushed into the toilet and ... it's god damn dirty in there, which made me more nauseous! Okay, that's sort of what I really needed, and so I vomitted all the foods out. Bleargh! Disgusting talk am I?
Washed my mouth and went to have a rest on a bench somewhere in the nearby playground. Wah, sedapnyer tido! I woke up, fresh! Grabbed the lame sling bag and distributed the souvenirs again, with a grin on my water-face. Woo! I do felt better! The thing that really pissed me off was that, I was sure that I've distributed the souvenirs to everyone, that includes the kids whom I gave them sweets. But there's just these few customers who can't help themselves from being greedy. Some even complained to Muna's parents that they didn't get any. (Boleh mati kepe tak dapat berkat?!) And when Muna's mom called me over, the visitor will be like, "Oh takpe2! Kita dah dapat dah!" When I've no longer had that patience in myself, I would've thrown that "Candymen's" sling bag on them. Good for nothing greedy assholes. Furthermore, that's the mother who's complaining about it. No sense of shame at all.
It's almost mahgrib so Muna, Rid and me went to somewhere to have another break. Muna took a cigarrette and puffed. I purposely went of and sat on the railing cause I just can't stand the smell. Come on guys, don't even think that I'm kental. Think about it. Aindinna and Izzudin tagged along and smoked. Then, Rid puffed on the cigarrette to. Oh my god, the whole group just blew my mind. I'm just surrounded by smokers! Hahaha! Oh well, then we went to Northplaza (or whatever the place's called) cause Muna and Rid wanna buy some foods and drinks for themselves. "Padahal pat majlis kan leh makan minum? Asal korg nk beli pat kedai plak?" That's what I kept asking them, but I've yet to have any answers .. I think. Rid bought for me contact lense solution for only $1.50! And its a huge bottle! Woohoo! Finally I've got something to clean it up or there'll be more taik mata here and there. Haha!
The rest of the night, I could say that I was still hyperactive in distributing the souvenirs. Bad to worst, there were more visitors who were like so "Mengada-ngada". Layankan jelah!
In the end, as the event ended we cleaned up the whole area and blablabla. Lotsa stuffs. We finally had our berkat and went off home. Whee! Muna sent the rest of us to the bustop and waited there. We laughed alot actually, especially when I kept myself silent and joke out suddenly. Of course, kekek lah kita! And hell yeah! I'm me again! Woohoo! So, bus 911 arrived,headed straight home and lived happily ever after!
Hmm, so here I am again, updating for the day. The truth is, some moments of the day, I almost cried myself out. My soul felt uneasy as so to speak. Indeed, I am missing someone. That someone who've given me love for about 5 months or more. But she's .. gone. There's no way that I could contact her. This feeling of missing and loving her grew stronger, or even stronger than the times I was still with her. She'll come back to me, I know that. Cause she promised so. Well, this is the first time I've never spoken to someone I fell in love with so deeply, for a day. And it's really painful if you were to ask me.
And to that someone, I just wish to let you know what I'm feeling right now. And I wish to say this to you once more, "I love you, Ariani" Good night.
