Well, here I am, writing this post with a broken heart and dripping tears. I didn't expect things like this would happen. This is the biggest heartbreak I've ever had in my entire life. But still, I'm that same kindda person I used to be. It's just that I won't be as happy as before.
My school had Green Olympiad right after friday prayers. That means, the primary school students are gonna come over. I just thought about that after prayers! I was hoping Ariani would come over as well. I was supposed to have my D&T during that event. So I kept walking out of the workshop just to hope I could see her in my school or something. I tend to get nervous when Woodlands Primary was there! Well, when they came down to the foyer, I found out that Ariani's wasn't there. They're just like students of primary 4 or 5. How I missed her so much.
I suddenly had this huge, negative feeling inside me when the event was just about to end. Something told me to head straight home, but I was too tired to do so! For god sake! I took a nap on the bench infront of the AVA room, and had a bad dream about Ariani. As I woke up, I told my friends that I'm going home, and so there I went.
As I reached home, I went straight to the comp and tried going online but the internet screwed up! Urgh! Restarted the comp and tried going online again. And there she was! But she then suddenly went offline, which really threw me off. Oh well, I then recieved an email from her, saying about SOME things. Well, the point here - Our relationship needs to end right away. I smiled, giggled, and cried in the end. Insane am I? That's because I couldn't believe what I just read. Seriously! I went like, "Hahs, what?! ='\"
The news she gave me was, she almost got beaten up by her dad, and then she held the holy book of Qur'an and swore not to do stuffs like "These" again. That includes never to have a relationship with me too. She could lie to her dad, but not to god. And that's really, whoah.
She went back online and we talked things out. I just cried all the way.But I'm just satisfied that we broke up not because of our dead love, but because we were forced to. Well, we're friends now. And I hope we'll become bestfriends like before, if she's still comfortable with that. And the greatest thing was, she's willing to wait for the time to come for us to get back together again. And of course, I promised to her that I'll always be waiting for her. I still do love her, and still - only death would do us apart. Maybe fate seperate the both of us? Or fate is just trying to warn me that this isn't the right time. Whatever it is, I'll wait.
*A beautiful love story : 290107 - 0600707*
