Monday, August 27, 2007
Gawd! Today's such a lovely day! That's the reason why I can't wait to get to school!
Haha! Okay, I'm not gonna talk about anything else but this. I didn't go to Maths lesson after school, neither did
Alfian. We
went to his house and grabbed the electric guitar, bass and the two amplifiers and head back to school. That's where the fun began.
I wasn't notified that there's a rehearsal today. I thought it's just another practice? Oh well.
Mdm Vani and
Mdm Sunita came to witness the whole thing, sort of. 4E2 had to rehearse
alot of times because of their formation. They just looked like an investiture of some sort. Mr Raj then came as the overall witness. Other teachers and himself kinda giggled seeing Alex sang just now.
Syiok sendiri sia!Kat and
Efasha was next. Okay, they sounded pretty sweet. Just nice to hear for a duet. Practice for a couple of times too.
Well,
Mdn Vani then announced,
"Participants! You all can go. Committees, stay behind!" What the heck! That's it?
Urgh, well. I then yelled to
Aisyah if she wanna start jamming on stage. Of course! We brought in all of the other bands along! First off all, we started practising my band's song - Your Guardian Angel. I kinda sounded better when the song was tuned down by half. Okay, we're great! Then we played 4E2's song - Perfect. Again, Alex is kinda funny with his movements.
Haha! Then we're free, and played
lotsa songs. List 'em down? Here we go.
It's My Life -
Bon JoviAll about you -
McFlyMy Sacrifice - Creed
Sweet child of mine - Guns N' Roses
The Reason -
HoobastankLots more...!
And just one more thing.
Yusri suggested that we merge in all the bands for the grand finale.
Whoah. That's kinda awesome. We've decided to play That Thing You Do by The Wonders for that. Oh gawd! I just can't wait for it! I'm so touched. All of our final year in this school, and there's lots of performances waiting for us! What's more, merging bands is really lovely! This Friday,
SEE US ROCK ON STAGE!That's all.
Labels : The only way to get there is together.
8:31 PM
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Friday, August 24, 2007
Yes ah! I'm so in love with my life right now. Being an asshole who's really nervous about a rehearsal!
Ahaha! Well, I didn't go for Friday prayers and went for D&T class instead. It's been a long time since I've attended that class. I've been practicing with my band. Lovely, isn't it? So, waited for my band members to reach school at around 1415 hrs, and waited for the rehearsal to start at the same time. And I was god damned nervous about the rehearsal! I practised my singing on my own.
Aisyah finally came! Yes! Borrowed her guitar and went up to the hall for the practice. And thank god,
Alfian and Rid finally came with their instruments before the rehearsal.
Fast-forward. It was our turn and I acted like an idiot. Everyone was like, cheering for us?! Damn! They loved us! So, yeah. After the sound checks, we started playing Your Guardian Angel. I almost lost my tone, but
alhamdulillah, it all went well.
Alfian was shocked that I was able to reach the highest tone. Guess what? That was awesome!
After the rehearsal, the rest of the other guitarists and singers gathered on stage with us. I'm really touched,
Azmil and his guitarist is willing to join us on playing Your Guardian Angel!
Welcome aboard! So,
we played songs like the stage's ours! Simple Plan - Perfect, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel,
Mcfly - All About You and a new song
Azmil and his guitarist wrote by
themselves. Gosh, we had the whole time there, and me with the microphone! Alex Wee sang along, and his movements were hilarious!
Haha! My tummy hurts!
Hmm, I went back to D&T class after all those, till around 1845 hrs. Went down and looked for the rest of my friends. Instead, there were only Sec 2 campers in the canteen. No doubt, there's
alot of noise. Well,
Eeika and
Wanee was the first I met there. And
Eeika was way more friendly than I thought. Wow, that's lovely!
Haha! The rest of the Sec 2 girls were like offering me their dinner they didn't finish up. Gosh, how could I say yes? I'm bloated!
Haha!
Well, I just got to know that
someone's got a new guy in her life. Finally, it's what I expected. I'm here wishing you a sweet and lovely relationship with him, okays? And I'm proud that you've got over with that "Love phobia" of yours. Take care!
That's all.
Labels : Who's with me?
8:14 PM
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Thursday, August 23, 2007
Oh sweet! Today's such an awesome day for me! Well, at the same time, we're really stressing out about the Teacher's Day celebration. Sad to those who were not selected for the performance. But, whether we're selected or not, it's just the same! I mean, what do you feel when you
perform on stage for only teachers sitting around a round table arranged in the hall, and students aren't there? What if the teachers don't cheer out for you? You won't feel appreciated, right? Anyways, it's no longer our problem. My band we're in, but had to play in the foyer for our school - sentimental musics.
Just now after school, I didn't turn up for maths lesson.
Hehe! I am such a bastard! Oh, no worries, I'll think of an excuse soon. Just a snap, won't bother. So, me,
Alfian and
Aisyah brought their acoustics and we
started practicing in the canteen. No shame! We played songs like
Your Guardian Angel and
The Reason. The other students sang along! Holy shit! They love us?!
Ahaha! Anyways, I'm confident enough that my voice is as stable as moving air. I'm loving it. We've finally picked
Your Guardian Angel to be our song of choice.
Ohhh ... this is gonna be lovely!
Tomorrow's another rehearsal. Please, we've gotta do our best! And for goodness sake, I just can't wait!
That's all.
Labels : Brother's getting married!
7:48 PM
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Sunday, August 19, 2007
Hah Ha! What a day! Well, I always thought that Sundays are gonna be boring, like of course. Today's something special. Seri came to Mom's stall with Eeila. I was still at home playing Muhaimin's PSP till I got Seri's text that she's already there. Holy shits! I rushed down and towards Block 111. So, at the coffeeshop, Seri and Eeila were sitting in pairs at one table facing each other. Eeila saw me coming, and I showed her that "Shh!" handsign. And she was like "Eh! Hah! Okay...Shh!". I sneaked behind Seri and was like, popped out by her side? She was shocked okay? Ahaha! Sorry sis!
So, they changed their seats to another table, a bigger one. Took their orders. Seri wanted Mee Hong Kong, waited for it for a long time already! Ahaha! Then, Eeila wanted Mee Tom Yam.
Makanan yang takda pat menu pun boleh nah kau order eh! Haha! Told my mom about the order, but she said that there's no ingredient for Tom Yam. Haha! Best! Rushed to Eeila and said, "Erm, Akak? Mee Tom Yam tak ada. Lain order?" Hah! So, she simply ordered Mee Hong Kong as well. Had such a great time! Even in a coffeeshop, nothing special. I joined them on the table with only my Soya Bean drink. Awesome!
After slurping their noodles ( =P), they went into the stall and watched my mom cooked. Ahaha!
Dua anak dara nie! Thanks girls! You really made our day! Well, Seri's in love with Pisang Goreng as well. Wanted to give her free, but she's paying for it instead. How sweet! Wahaha! So, off they went at around 1550 hrs, to the library.
Chatting with Seri right now, and she's really in such a hyper mood! Like what the hell?! Ahaha! Hmm, she thanked me alot about this afternoon and really wished to volunteer my mom in her stall. Gawd, so soon?! Awesome! Well, I just agreed. She's really delighted about it. Heh!
Okay, tomorrow's schooling. I've not done any of my homeworks and I'm gonna be in deep trouble. Joycelyn said that she has two piles of Maths Paper 2. Shit! I've only one of it! Maybe it came from that Thursday when I was absent from school? Great, that explains it.
This, is for the bastard who've always been pissing me off. Throw me with you're words again, I won't even care. I won't even give a damn. I know you're out there. I can feel you now. I know that you're afraid. You're afraid of US. You're afraid of change. I don't know the future. I didn't come here to tell you how this is going to end. I came here, to tell you how it's going to begin. I'm getting outta here, and then I'm going to show the people what you don't want them to see. I'm going to show them a world, without you. A world without rules and controls. Without borders or boundaries. A world where anything is possible.
Where we go from there .. is a choice I leave to you.
That's all.
Labels : No change is inevitable.
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5:33 PM
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Ouh gosh. Look at the time. And I'm still blogging! Maybe I'll do some posting before I'm off to bed okays? So, today was such a hell of a huge fun! At first, Rid's having some problems with this and that, here and there. Well, that's the reason why I've planned for today's outing. Anyways, I got dressed up and out of the house. Went straight to Mom's shop to have lunch. Yummy Nasi Ayam! Haha! Hmm, then Dad gave me 20 bucks cause I was really in need of money. So, rushed to Woodlands Mrt to meet up with Muna.
Well, Muna wasn't there yet. So I waited of course. And as usual, I'm always the most punctual one. Sheesh! Muna finally came at 1602 hrs, when we were supposed to meet Rid at Yishun Mrt latest by 1600 hrs. Awesome, isn't it? Haha! Well, we missed the train, and waited for the next one. As we reached Yishun, Rid wasn't there yet, he was waiting for Mas. Argh!
Buat penat aku jer kelam-kabut! Haha! Oh well! At least they came. 4 people for an outing was more than just a
BLAST for me. So off we go!
Frankly speaking, me and Muna made our own craps all the time. I punched her, she pinched me. I looked at her, she smiled at me. I walk, she walk. And stuffs like that? Hehe! Whatever. So, we dropped off at Orchard and I led them to Far East Plaza to buy myself a blazer at Lips Enterprise. And guess what? The blazer of my choice isn't there. There's only other blazers that looks like the Mat-typos and Businessmen. What the heck?! Never mind. Off we went to City hall then, on foot. Bleargh! I rained previously, right? Floors are sliperry. Muna's afraid of it. Well that's because she wearing
SLIPPERS! Footwears that causes you to
SLIP and fall! Get it? Haha! She grabbed my arms and walked carefully.
Macam orang kene phobia gitu. Ya allah ya raa'bi.Met Wei Sheng before reaching Peninsula Plaza. So, we got in there, and into the basement. Okay, I've found this blazer that looked exactly like Rid's. But the thing was, it's size is XS, and there's only ONE size in the shop. Oh my gawd! Isn't that pathetic? Well, it fits my broad shoulder, the sleeves are abit shorter. Heck it. It costs me 45 bucks! So, purchased it of course. Whee!
Alright, here comes the fun part. Me, Rid, Muna and Mas went to the Merlion area to get ready for the fireworks. Erm, reached there at around 1900 hrs? Sat around the edge of the platform and waited for merely 2 hours. We ain't bored. Rid and Mas even bought their cup noodles from 7-Eleven in CityLink and ate them all up. I shared my Super Big Gulp with Muna. Huhuhu! Fuad was there. Erm, our Daddy, I should say? He's wearing brown blazer, and I'm wearing black. Great! Like father like son! Ahaha! Crap!
Rid got news that Fadilah's around the area. So, we picked her up then. She was with Nadia and her boy, I think. Yeap, Fadilah joined us!
So, 2100 hrs! It all began. Colours By The Bay started becoming dark and spotlights were totally awesome everywhere. Spotlights. They shone to the night sky and I kept saying, "Eh! Batman datang! BATMAN DATANG!" Heh! Then the first fireworks started booming off. Shocked. We went like the "Oh mak kau!" kinda reaction of some sort. Haha! Grabbed Muna's phone and started recording it. It's such a spectacular! The colours, the bright sky, and erm ... the smoke? So much for Live Earth! Hehe! I could say that I was the one being most noisy there. Like hello, fireworks aren't everytime, don't you think so? "Eh tu! Eh, tu tu! Wah!"
The last part was the most noisiest and the brightest fireworks ever. That made a really great ending for the event. Hmm, well. Everyone dispersed after which.
Fast-forward, shall we? Us and Rid's classmates went to the War Memorial and took LOTS and LOTS of our photos. Can't wait to have them! Should I say, we took our photos like as if there's no more tomorrow? Ahaha! Awesome!
Hmm, so we headed straight home, by MRT. Once again, Muna sat beside me and we started all craps! I played Burnout Dominator from Muhaimi's PSP, she watched, and laughed everytime I crashed.
Kurang asam. She've got migrane by the way. She told Rid (on her left) and me (her right) that she might be laying her head on either of our shoulder. Oh well, not a problem. I just listened to music through PSP and dreamt on. Suddenly Muna's head dropped onto my shoulder.
Oh mak! Well, okay. Make yourself feel comfortable,
MOTHER! Hehe!
Well, the rest of our friends dropped off at Yishun and Sembawang. And sweetly, Muna dozed off to sleep on my shoulder. Oh my gawd.
Tak sakit ke kepala kau kene tulang?! Haha! Soon enough, we dropped off to Woodlands.
Muna's waiting for Fuad to send her home. While waiting, I accompanied Muna to get some food cuase she's hungry. I'ts already 0045 hrs! So, we wanted to go to Causeway Point's Mac. It's closed. To Civic Centre's Mac. It's clossed, too. Haish. Well, headed back to Causeway Point and just ate Burger King there. Treated her abit with the meal and joined her. I'm more thirsty okay?! Hmm, Fuad wasn't there. He told Muna to meet him at Causeway Point but he wasn't there. Bleargh. Even after the last train. Oh well, I then decided to send Muna home.
Tak baik anak dara balik malam-malam! Hmm, her house was somewhere near Evergreen Secondary, and we went there on foot. Whoah. Me and my sleepy eyes already! So I headed straight home, and here I am!
That's all.
Labels : Erm .. Haha?
2:10 AM
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Saturday, August 18, 2007
Okay, I just got back home from Social Studies class. Ergh, I felt kindda weak right now. Moaned all the way in class, silently. Haha! Well, that Thursday I didn't turned up to school, right? Well, I did sit-ups for like 70 times on that day.
Dah takda kerja lain! Well, of course! I wanna lose weight and at least have some muscles! Woo! I looked at myself in the mirror and was like,
"Kudutnyer......". So, my tummy cramped just now, all because of that.
Anyways, I can't wait to get to town later on. I'm gonna get what I finally wished for - Black Blazer! Huhuhu! Erm, Rid told me yesterday that he can't buy stuffs in Bugis cause he don't have much money. Next, he told me just now that he wanna meet us after Asar prayers cause it'll get boring if we went out too soon. Haha!
Macam-macam lah kau!Erm, talk about yesterday? English Oral was abit of a disaster. My kinda guy kept shivering at room temperature. So, what's more in air-conditioned room? Hmm, I rushed back to school after Friday prayers, and it rained. So, obviously I was drenched. When I reached school, dashed up to the library (the 4th storey! Urgh!) and headed in. And holy shits! The room was damn cold! I waited for my turn for about an hour. So, that means I've suffered in the cold for about an hour. Brr?
Then it was my turn to get to the silent-reading table. Placed my big but on the chair and shivered my whole body. And ... the table shook as well! Haha! Gawd. The teacher beside me who took the timing also giggled abit, same goes to the rest of my friends at the back.
Time's up. Got into the room and greeted the invigilators, gave my IC (hands shaking) and sat down. Okay, I'm damn lucky that the room was only conditioned with fans. So, read the passage with some hiccups and so on.
That's all.
Labels : Sorry about the mix up, Sweetie.
12:43 PM
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Thursday, August 16, 2007
Hmm, I'm feeling sick right now. Gosh, definitely at the wrong time! But thank god, the English Oral for O-Levels is tomorrow, not today. Haish, well, hopeully I'll get better by tomorrow in one shot. I really don't feel so good right now.
Hmm, I don't know how my friends are doing in school right now. It's raining and I don't feel good about it. Guys, bring in some good news yeah?
Now for the great part. I've joined Alfian and the other girls in performing for Teachers' Day. And oh goodness, we're playing Sweet Child of Mine acoustic, and I'm the vocalist! Oh gawd oh gawd! I'm in such a shiver right now. Well, the idea is to tune down the song so it sounds kindda low, if I'm not wrong. And, I've gotta sing with Bon Jovi's voice. Hell yeah! Now we're rockin'! I've fooled myself on stage during Talentime's Quest in Sec 3. But this time, it's definitely a "no-no".
We're gonna need Rid to be the bassist. So Rid, I've made an opportunity for you. Welcome aboard!
Next, my plans for this Saturday. Rid wanna go to Bugis to buy some stuffs, if I'm not wrong. Well, we're gonna have Social Studies class from 1000 hrs to 1200 hrs. I'll get home and get changed. But before we get to Bugis, I'm gonna go to Far East Plaza to buy myself a black blazer! You're gonna be mine! Then, we'll go to Bugis to buy Rid's stuffs. And finally, we're going to City Hall in the evening to watch more fireworks! Oh yeah! It's gonna be a
BLAST!Erm, I know I should say this, because I care. I'm missing Bestie so much. I chatted with Nabila and she invited me to view a webcam. I'm never gonna say "no"! Should I? So there I saw her, and her friends in Bestie's house. And I saw Bestie, in her Saosin tee which I gave her. Aww! Hmm, but then, I've got news from Nabila that the guy friends played ball there and broke a glass.
SHITS! Moreover, Bestie's bleeding! Oh gawd! I'm worried sick right now. Still, I didn't recieved any news about her.
Haish, Bestie. Be okay, please? =')
That's all.
Lables : So much for "Live Earth".
11:48 AM
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Okay, I wanna add something up before I'm off to school. I heard most of you have been texting me but I didn't reply, right? Alright, the truth is my prepaid is really already empty. Which means it's $o.oo. Awesome? Yeah, so I won't be able to recieve any texts yet. I'm not planning to top it up first, though. I'm saving money to buy myself a black blazer whish costs me about 50 bucks. I have to own it before Teachers' Day. To those, hope we'll keep in touch again alright?
Labels : Hmm, have fun.
6:53 AM
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Mmm, I'm not feeling well. That's all. I just don't smile like before anymore. Which kindda something great for myself. Proven, I'm more commited towards studies, I think. But then,
MILLIONS of thoughts ran through my head. They really distracted me, pulling my mind off. Gosh, I just wish I could have someone to talk to. I honestly do. Aches grew worse all the time. Physically, mentally, and even feelings. Gawd, I can't even see my ways. You know how it feels like?! Oh, it feels like you're lost in the forest at night, and batteries in your torchlight went off. Sucky isn't it?
Why? Why am I turning myself into this kindda fate suddenly? Is it because god wanted it to be this way? Or it's simply because I chose to? I'm stranded.
Well, I used to keep on comforting others with thei problems. I loved the way I was. But ever since about a month ago, things started to change. And what I could tell you is, things went darker and darker everytime. I've lost my self-confidence, and everything.
Erm, there's one more thing that's hurting me right now. But it'll just hurt someone, that's for sure. So, let's just drop it, okay?
Anyways, I've made my decision on not to re-attempt my Mother Tongue O-Levels. It's not that I don't have ny more money. It's just that .. haish. I don't wanna take anymore risks. Look, fate is just irreversible. You can't simply erase a mistake you've made on a typewriter, correct? Hell yeah, that's fate.
Hmm, English Oral for O-Levels are on this Friday, and Science Practical for Prelims are end of this month. Haish, I can't lose hope can I? Well, I'm gathering all my courage now. Just pray that I'll do well, awesome?
That's all.
Labels : Sometimes promises are meant to be broken - even love.
10:44 PM
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Monday, August 13, 2007
Hmm, I'm just disappointed. Alot. I thought I did well for Mother Tongue O-levels? I even included in some peribahasa for Paper 1, and lotsa effort in Paper 2. It's just doesn't make any sense. Have the markers done any mistakes in in papers? Hell yeah, I hope they do. Damn, this isn't fair at all. I just wanna look at my papers once again. What the hell have I done wrong on it? It's just .. Urgh!!
I knew problems are gonna come up, and I said that I'm prepared for it. So, you see what happened now. I've got a
C6 for Mother Tongue O-Levels, and at least a Merit for my Oral. Gosh, I'm just so disheartened. I sat down in the canteen and thought about my plans for the future. I've dreamt of going to Poly, but how could I, with my Malay results like this?! A
C6. 6 points is just .. too much. My Maths and Science are hopeless, my English is really going down, D&T - oh I hope I'll have distinction for it, Humanities - I'm dead in Geography but my Social Studies is quite improving, I think. Where's hope when I needed it?
Well, positive thoughts. Lets see. Abang Khairi used to tell me,
"Jangan takut masuk ITE. You'll still have you future in there. Tengok kakak kau. Dia fail Malay masuk ITE. Tau-tau kluar ITE jer dah jadi Stewardess. Besh kan tu?" Hmm, something like that. He even said that Kak Zilah and himself organised a gig by their Student Councillor Board. Fun isn't it? There's floorball too. Hmm, I just can't think.
If I could even recall back, I think Kak Zilah did re-attempted her Mother Tongue O-Levels. I don't know. Should I? Mas said that she don't wanna risk taking another attempt, as being afraid that she'll fail again. Urgh! I don't know! Seriously! Help!
Next, Alfian said that Teacher's day auditions are starting from next Wednesday. And
HOLY SHIT! So soon?! Argh! I'm pressured! I asked Alfian if we're gonna perform. But guess what? He said that he's performing Sweet Child of Mine acoustic with the other girls. Way to leave your band behind, dude. Way to go.
Right now, I'm thinking of what song I'm gonna play and who's gonna play it with me. I've got no one left. Rid wanna join in, but he kept suggesting songs that are damn
IMPOSSIBLE to play. Like, hello? How many people do we have? Haha. A Vacant Affair? Oh my god. Help, please?
Anyways, it's really our last year in this school. All I ever wanted is, to perform our best on stage.
That's all.
Labels : I'm in need of a miracle.
6:29 PM
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Urgh. Before I set off to school, I just wanna say that I'm really nervous this morning. Well, O-levels Mother Tongue results are today. And its freaking me off. God, show me something nice? Amin.
Labels : May all blessings be with us.
6:53 AM
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Sunday, August 12, 2007
Hmm, my blogskin? Nope, it's not original. Bestie gave me its template months ago. I just edited it here and there. So, here it is! Maybe it's too simple though. I'll work for better one soon. Yeah, soon. Or later.
Hmm, well, few days has passed since my birthday. But the words Dad said to us really touched my heart when we had a simple cake-celebration at home.
"Dulu ayah sedang menunggukan kelahiran seorang bayi. Dengan baju kurung yang ayah pakai untuk ke solat jumaat; warna putih kerana Hari Kebangsaan, rancangan tu sumer dibatalkan sebab menunggu kelahiran bayi itu. Setelah lama menunggu, lahirlah bayi itu, dan namanya ialah Muhammad Khairulddin."Aww! That's just so touching isn't it? So, we recited the Al-Fatihah and I made my wish in my heart. Shh! Don't ask! Hehe! Blew the candle-light and slaughtered the cake. Hmm, yeap. Ate them up and that's it. I was chatting with Bestie on MSN at that time, so I rushed to the living room and back to Kak Zilah's room. Whew!
There's nothing much to update for today. Well, there is, but I seriously don't wanna talk about it. Other than that, I just kept facing problems every morning. It drives me crazy, okay? When the hell are they gonna stop? Gosh, whatever it is, I'm prepared for more problems tomorrow morning. Whatever it is, again.
Labels : I think I heard a shot through my heart.
7:26 PM
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Gargh! Sorry for the close-down. This isn't the real skin anyways. It's under construction. So uhh .. Don't mind this site to be abit ugly okays? :)I miss you, Bestie!Labels : The purpose of life .. is to end?
2:02 PM
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Friday, August 10, 2007
Hoorah! Today's my birthday! But erm, I should say it's just like any other days. Well, it's not meant to be fun or something? I don't know. Maybe It's just to be glad that we're born in this world. That's all. I didn't get any gifts so far.Except for one.This night, Ameen and Ameerul just got back home from "Shop". That's what they said. Then they quickly rushed to me and gave me a wrapped item. Wow. A note got sticked onto it saying, "Dear awon,Happy B'day!
Ini present daripade Ameen & Aru. Kite kasi lambat psl nk kasi Awon boring dulu."
Haha! I giggled myself out reading it. They hurried me on opening it! So I did of course. And guess what? It's a Sims 2 PSP cartridge. So I thought "Oh goody! But how am I gonna play without any PSP?" Then Ameen said, "Awon kan ader PSP?" What?! I then alarmed him out "Tu PSP kawan Awon punye lah!" And they gave me that "OOPS!" kinda face. Ahaha! Gosh. Never mind. Thanks a million anyways. It's my first gift for my birthday and I'm glad to have it - one way or another?
Gosh, that just sounded so cute.
Well, there've been alot of people commenting on my Friendster profile, wishing me on my birthday. Aww! Thank you so much you lovelies! Much appreciated! Hmm, what's next? Ouh yeah, if I hadn't been online in MSN in the morning, I wouldn't be in such a bad mood. A bastard really turned down my day by saying that I can't even take care of my EX-GIRLFRIEND though I'm already 17. Screw you, faggot.
Next, I hate spammers, unidentified freaks or whoever who kept flooding Tagboxes in blogs. SYUKUR! I'm not a victim. But read alot of shitty words in Chiaa's Tagbox. Eeew. Chiaa, screw 'em up okay girl? Erm, GIRL POWER! Haha! Okay, right.
So, yeah. I'm 17 now. I can play pool, I can look for a job, I can fly, I can read, I can write, I can walk. BUT I CAN'T watch M18 or M21 movies. Dorts. Oh well. Big deal.
Finally, as I always said in my other posts. I'm missing Bestie alot okays. Believe it or not, I kept looking out of the window hoping that she'll be there. But why on earth?! Ahaha! Gila bayangans! Erm, or is it? Anyways, I love you Bestie! =)
Labels : Three cheers for Awon!
9:56 PM
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Thursday, August 09, 2007
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3:32 PM
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Whoah, I got up from bed - still feeling tired. But it's already 0930 hrs. So I went straight to the computer to check out stuffs on the net. Then, went to Kak Zilah's cmputer just to get online in MSN. It's so troublesome! Anyways, as soon as I got online, Bestie got online too! Whee! Miss her loads! Appear offline kepe sia? Haha!So, yesterday. After the prize giving ceremony in school, the whole of secondary 5s took our photos in the parade square. Wow! I like! The best part was when my class layed on the ground to form the "5A2" position. And heck! It was such a sunny day and we tanned lying on the floor! Argh!!So, I just got home and waitd for 1530 hrs to come. Soon enough after I've updated my blog, I fell asleep on Mom's bed. After I woke up, it's only 1400 hrs?! Urgh! I've got more than an hour to go. So I just rot at home! Then at about 1500 hrs, I got myself dressed up and off to Woodlands MRT to meet Muna. When I reached there, Muna texted me to call her back. Oh wells, I used the payphone and called her up. She then said that she needs to look for her younger sister who was like, ran to somewhere she don't know? And she have to meet me at 1600 hrs. Urgh! Well, I just waited in the MRT Station. I sat at one corner near the ticketing machine. Fell asleep for quite sometime though. When it's already 1600 hrs, Muna's still not there yet. Aku yang disambut, korg yang lambat. Maner lah aku tak bingit. So, after about 15 mins, Muna finally came with her brother, Izuddin. Waited for the rest for awhile. At almost 1700 hrs, Rid and Mas finally came. Whoah! I've waited for about 2 hours already!So we walked down to Fushan Park and started the thing. I don't even know what's going on! Muna suddenly asked me to take off my shades. So I did. Then she blindfolded me! Oh shits! I hate being blind! They fooled me around and brought me around the park, then finally up the hill. Mannan gave me a card for me to hold up while walking. It says " Hi! I'm Khai. I'm being punked by my friends coz today is my birthday!" Dah macam budak bodoh sia! Haha!
When we reached the hill, they then opened my blindfold and my face were vandalised with cake pieces! Omg! Hmm, after all that, we started barbequeing. And guess what? I'm the one who cooked for them. Haha!
Just look at the videos okays?
Labels : I wish for ....
10:19 AM
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Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Class Photos:
Me & Ying Qi
Combined photo of 5A1 & 5A2!
Preparing for the "5A2" formation.
Almost there!
5A2! 5A2 in parade square.
Gosh, the photographer (me) is such a pervert!
Girls (and 3 guys) of 5A2.
5A2 and medals!
Party Photos:
Haish.
Cooking is love!
So these are the photos for today. More of 'em are in the other cameras. Sorry! Maybe I'll do a storytelling tomorrow. I'm really tired right now. Shower and bed are next. Goodnight!
Erm, I'm missing Bestie alots. ='(
Labels : Ever had the feeling you're gone?
9:05 PM
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Okay, reached home at about 1230 hrs. National Day celebration & Sports Carnival was a blast! My team won in floorball matches - 2 of them. Scored 2 by Alfian on first match, and other 2 by me on the other match. Well, I guess I could do it without my own floorball stick. But I missed it alot.I'm tired. But I've gotta go to Fushan park somewhere in Woodlands (wherever that is) at around 1530 hrs. Maybe Muna's gonna meet me at Woodlands MRT and set off together. Maybe they're gonna celebrate my birthday later on? Gosh. I'd better bring out my raincoat. Hahs.I'll post in photos later on when I get back. Lots of 'em!Labels : Suffocating in this nightmare.
1:04 PM
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007
I just .. don't have any mood to update right now. But I think I'll just do abit.
Did high-jump practices for tomorrow's National Day celebration during FT interaction time, on stage. And the rest of the secondary 4s an 5s were looking at our class. How beautiful.
I'm gonna go buy myself a white studded-belt and white cuffs. I'm gonna be at my best look tomorrow - our last event of the year.
That's all.
Labels : And maybe one day I'll sleep tight, they will see what's on my mind. They will see it through my eyes.
6:02 PM
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Monday, August 06, 2007
I didn't had fun today. Seriously, not at all. I just feel so down. I can't explain them in words, and I don't wish to explain. Yeah, I did laugh at school, but I just don't feel happy as before.Bestie, I'm sorry about my harsh post yesterday. I'm having a problem of my own, and that's the reason I'm like that. I can accept your words to call me names. I know I deserve it. You're hurt eventhough you're having a larger problems. Look, there are bigger things happening her - than just me and you. We''ll be together again, I wish so. Take care okays? I love you!School. The lower secondaries had their trip and the secondary 4s and 5s had to study in school - with teachers following the lower secondaries in those trips. We can we learn? I don't see any good reasons why we still have to come to school. We've wasted our times in school with all relief teachers? We've benefited NOTHING! And all these don't make sense at all.Our class T-shirts arrived during recess. And they looked so awesome! "Naughty by nature, not our desire" That's our slogan. Thanks to Alfian's design. I wore it straight after the last period ends. And I'm wearing it now though. Hee!Erm, there's nothing else to say I think. But I just wanna say, I wanna dedicate this song to my beloved bestie. She rocked my life since I first met her. Introduced me with new songs and stuffs. So, Bestie. This is a Phillipino band. Hope you'll love it. && you'll always be remembered.Labels : So am I still waiting for this world to stop hating?
4:28 PM
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Sunday, August 05, 2007
What a life! First comes that, now comes this. Devil won't leave me alone! I'm being a huge burden to everyone else am I? Ariani, listen to your parents. You're still young and I don't want you to be defiant to them. What they say, you do. Okays? I want you to make them proud. I'll be proud if they are. You should be doing the right thing. You need their trust to move on. Otherwise you'll come up with another suicidal thought. I hate it.I always said this. I've said it once, I've said it twice. And I'm saying it once more - I am nothing but trouble. But you disagreed. Look at what happened now? Aku taknak lepas tangan, but I'm sure you'll live a better live by doing this. I'm doing this for your own good. And please STOP asking me to stop blaming myself. I'm mad at myself for not getting out of your parents' mind. They won't trust you for as long as I'm in there. God sees everything. Maybe we're gonna talk again in a few months time. But if it's much better for you, we'll never talk again. It's up to you to decide.I'm sorry for being harsh. But I really, REALLY don't wanna be any much trouble to you anymore. Before anything, please ask yourself this. Can you live without me? No? I'll always be here anytime, everytime. But if its a YES, then you can throw me in a dustbin or whatsoever. Bear in mind, if you were to ask me that question, I'll just shook my head - never nod. You get what I mean, right?Now we really have to be a apart. Ariani, for your info, I cried while websms-ing you just now. You didn't notice. Huge heartbreak. That's why I spoke to you in that manner - short and botherless. I just ... haish.I wore that necklace everytime since the day we broke up. I know you didn't. It's just for your info. And I will still wear it everywhere I go. In the meantime I'm not in your life, I want you to take good care of yourself. I really want you to. I'll be waiting for you. Oh, it's really fun to keep waiting for someone you love the most. Trust me. And I wish for that star to grant me my wish. Whatever my wish is.Next thing, I won't get online since your parents saw us chatting on MSN. That'll help you keep out of trouble.Haish, tears. Please stop dripping down. I just can't help it.Lastly, I don't know if I should do this. But I'm closing down my blog. I said this before, but Ariani stopped me. Now we're apart, so this blog means nothing anymore. I don't feel like expressing my feelings and thoughts anymore. It'll all be kept in my heart. Hope you'd agree.Ariani, my last words to you. I know not of what's gonna happen to us. I still had heartaches about you, but I still love you, deeply. Now is a really huge sacrifice. Don't be sorry, I should. None of these would've happened if ... nevermind. There's no use talking about it now. Rice has already became porridge, you know? Just take care of yourself okays? Hey, I'd love to hear you got into express next year. it's one of our dreams coming true. Yeap, it's my dream too. I'll be delighted to know about your success.Well, this is it. With this last tear dripping down this soft skin, Ariani, I love you with all my heart. Goodbye. ='(That's all.Labels : Other readers, please, treasure your love ones. You'll regret otherwise.
10:15 PM
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I'm humiliated, insulted, blablabla. Why bother talking to me just to throw your shitty words around? I was there to comfort you, not to play Catch-the-shitty-words while holding the dustbin and running around. Get what I mean? Don't bother calling me a friend if you're just those Mat/Minah types. I'm not interested. You've change, buddy. You really have. Why bother smoking when you take drugs. Both would just turn you into an addict. Get what I mean?Say no more. I'm through with you. Whoever you are. Should I post things up in my blog? Cause I'm just hurting more readers. Blew it!Labels : What's your problem, I know not. Just stay away from me. Cool?
9:08 PM
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Woo! Best! I slept at 0200 hrs+ and woke up at around 0900 hrs! Erm, is that even enough? Whatever. Well, I'm feeling abit better from my fever, which is a good thing. Feeling abit weak though. Can't jump here and there yet. Let's see .. My temperature's around 37.0'C. Not bad huh?Anyways, I really scratched my head on where to go yesterday. I didn't joined Rid and other's to NDP cause I'd rather save my Red-White outfi for school's National Day Celebration. So, I just rot at home, playing Min's PSP. Awesome! So, after magrib, I got dressed up for Baybeats 07. I wore all black, again. Damn I need new clothes! As I wore my hi-cuts, I suddenly remembered something - MY WALLET! Holy shits! I searched the whole house but it isn't there! Refreshing back my memory - could it be in my school pants the day before? Well, I looked into the washing machine, and my school pants was there - so was my wallet in it. Urgh!! Mbak didn't take it out before washing it! So? My IC, Ez-Link, Bubbletea Promotion Card and my spectacle vouchers were all wet! Grr! Towel-dried them and rushed out of the house.Hmm, Min's music in his PSP are freakin' awesome! Believe it or not, it's my first time listening to Capricorn by 30 second to Mars. Awful am I? I such an outdated nerd.In the MRT, I sat on the seat and started playing Burnout Dominator. Whee! Khusyuk main! Didn't even noticed Ain Taufik was sitting about 3 seats away from my left. Just ignored. So, as I reached City Hall, I already heard noises from bands and more bands! Whoah! I rushed! It really caught my eye that the band playing that time came from Sweden. No wonder the vocalist spoke good english. Their songs are nice though. Smokes everywhere as they rocked on stage, flashed by spotlights too! Kewl isn't it?Well, soon enough, I met Rid, his bro, Mas and Farah in IndoChine restaurant. My gawd! They invited me to dine in as well! A candle-light dinner! Ate Fish and chips and the fish was like Oh-so-delicious! Tender and soft! We ate like pigs and got our tummy bloated real good. Awesome!Hmm, fast-forward shall we?Farah was kindda freaked out seeing lotsa people in City hall. Cute lah kau! We then took the MRT and headed home. Home sweet home! While playing my PSP, again, Bestie texted me just to wish me goodnight. Aww! Isn't that so sweet? That time was around 2215 hrs or so. She really slept late yesterday. Love you bestie!Reached home at around 0010 hrs, and ate Prata Cheese dad brought home. Makan lagi! Bleargh! Well, I kindda forgot what I did after that. But what I know, I played Min's PSP on bed till I dozed off to sleep. Oh my gawd.Labels : Singapore River is meant for you to jump in when you're sleepy in City Hall
12:21 PM
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Saturday, August 04, 2007
Okay, I got into the net cafe just to chat with bestie on MSN and to update this blog. Awesome isn't it? Well, I'm kindda not in the mood right now. I could barely feel myself, or even think. And yes, I am still feeling sick, not to mention about my increased temperature. I hate it.Anyways, school's nothing much. Lessons are boring, and foods began to seem yucky to me. I've got no appetite at all, since last week. What, am I born without taste buds? I am indeed really hungry ya know? But I still can't stand to see foods around me. Help?I don't know what else to write, except about bestie. Well, I really missed her so much and kindda craving for her prescence. Haish. I hope she's okay about what she's doing. I'm beginning to get more and more worried about her. And I kept wearing the necklace everywhere I go. The best thing is, people seems to love to see me wearing it! Whee!Erm, one thing I noticed about this blog. The more I post things up, the lower my english standard becomes. But why?!Labels : Orang yang bersabar dapat hikmah; orang yang berdendam dapat karma. =P
2:05 PM
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