Hmm, I'm just disappointed. Alot. I thought I did well for Mother Tongue O-levels? I even included in some peribahasa for Paper 1, and lotsa effort in Paper 2. It's just doesn't make any sense. Have the markers done any mistakes in in papers? Hell yeah, I hope they do. Damn, this isn't fair at all. I just wanna look at my papers once again. What the hell have I done wrong on it? It's just .. Urgh!!

I knew problems are gonna come up, and I said that I'm prepared for it. So, you see what happened now. I've got a C6 for Mother Tongue O-Levels, and at least a Merit for my Oral. Gosh, I'm just so disheartened. I sat down in the canteen and thought about my plans for the future. I've dreamt of going to Poly, but how could I, with my Malay results like this?! A C6. 6 points is just .. too much. My Maths and Science are hopeless, my English is really going down, D&T - oh I hope I'll have distinction for it, Humanities - I'm dead in Geography but my Social Studies is quite improving, I think. Where's hope when I needed it?

Well, positive thoughts. Lets see. Abang Khairi used to tell me, "Jangan takut masuk ITE. You'll still have you future in there. Tengok kakak kau. Dia fail Malay masuk ITE. Tau-tau kluar ITE jer dah jadi Stewardess. Besh kan tu?" Hmm, something like that. He even said that Kak Zilah and himself organised a gig by their Student Councillor Board. Fun isn't it? There's floorball too. Hmm, I just can't think.

If I could even recall back, I think Kak Zilah did re-attempted her Mother Tongue O-Levels. I don't know. Should I? Mas said that she don't wanna risk taking another attempt, as being afraid that she'll fail again. Urgh! I don't know! Seriously! Help!

Next, Alfian said that Teacher's day auditions are starting from next Wednesday. And HOLY SHIT! So soon?! Argh! I'm pressured! I asked Alfian if we're gonna perform. But guess what? He said that he's performing Sweet Child of Mine acoustic with the other girls. Way to leave your band behind, dude. Way to go.

Right now, I'm thinking of what song I'm gonna play and who's gonna play it with me. I've got no one left. Rid wanna join in, but he kept suggesting songs that are damn IMPOSSIBLE to play. Like, hello? How many people do we have? Haha. A Vacant Affair? Oh my god. Help, please?

Anyways, it's really our last year in this school. All I ever wanted is, to perform our best on stage.

That's all.