Whee! This blog is
kindda secure from
spammers and stuffs. So, by the time you've started reading this post, it already means that you're allowed in. Permissions are quite awesome isn't it?
Hmm, those I've allowed in, don't worry, I won't be hurting you guys in my posts. They're as clean as a holy book.
Chey!
Hmm, Maths Paper 2 was quite a blow up, cause I wasn't in a good condition. I felt nauseous and my tummy's aching me! I suffered those craps for a good half-hour during the exam. How awful was that?
Hmm, I just prayed to god to guide me along the way. I simply can't focus, understand? Moreover, it's a major exam I'm sitting for. Allah is always needed when I sat for it. Well, after reciting some prayers, I felt
kindda better, but a bit unfocused still. There's
alot of question I left blank, to my horror.
Hmm, I was just afraid that I'd get
worser than a D7, which is unacceptable for Hi-
nitec in
ITE. It's totally now I expected. What a bummer.
Anyways, I wish this works. I'm getting low-profile now. To all my friends I trusted and let out my secrets to, especially the
Unreciprocated Love, you guys are more than just what I needed. I've never threw my tantrums or
vulgars to those who hated me, and those who loved me. Patience is the key. That way, I hoped god would smile upon me and all of those I'm with.
Unreciprocated Love, you guys are the best!
Hmm, getting low-profile. That's as good as starting a brand new life. Well, I don't have to mention about
Muna hating me to the core, you guys know that. Well, I'd just put this to and end, since she doesn't. Why continue to dislike and hate?
That'll just haunt our own lives down, right? Would it be better to just forget the source of the problem and move on? Frankly speaking, I've got much bigger things than just me and her. So, I'd just set her and myself free from this. I'm wrong and she's wrong in some ways. I'm right and she's right in some ways. I forget about her and she forget about me. That's quite fair I suppose. So, from now, I won't even bother if she still were to hate me for the rest of her life. Well, this is it I guess. It's like a new relationship being broken up. But I'm just doing what's right. And I still treasure those moments I spent with her. Quite sweet.
That's all.
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