I don't know how much worser could NPCC's gonna be. Solutions that cracked out from our head would only, more or less solve a bit. Fancy Drill. Yeap, It's sure gonna be fancy when you look at the results we actually expected. But hell's gonna win the debate, something else occured. It's simply much painful in the head and heart (mentally and emotionally) this year than we had in the year before, and before.

I'm not gonna be afraid to mention names. KHAS UNTUK YANG-DAH-MALU.

Yesterday, the Fancy Drill squad were supposed to present their performance to the principal since it was her birthday. From the very start of the moment I stepped into the school, I could see every single CCA practicing their items for the performance. NPCC was the only one doing something else - the AFT presentation. "What on earth?! What about the fancy drill practice?" It's the only question that ran about in my mind, left and right, fron and back. Oh well, I just went into the AVA room just to join them.

Next, as the presentation ended, the C.I. called the campcraft participants out and had some kind of briefing for them. I'm not even sure what was said. Yeah, to my horror, as soon as I stepped out of the AVA room, all of the other CCAs were already forming up to their positions as the performance was about to start. I rished all of the fancy drill cadets to get to their positions at once. And guess what? Only about five of them were there! Holy shit! I almost lost my breath, okay? I don't even know who I ordered to call the rest of the cadets to from up. It took us about a good 20 mins just to get them to form up, including the campcraft participants after the trouble Aloysious had to get them.

So, our item started and some of them did quite well, yet not up to standard. After they marched off to end it all, some of them ran to me and said, "Abang Khai! We saw Kama and Siti watching us at the 3rd floor!" Gargh! Those two Bloody-Bitches really got on my nerves! I told them to run up and look for those two B-Bs. I walked out to the parade square and saw those two trying to hide behind the wall. Scared huh, babies?

Yeah, my cadets faced them and asked why they weren't with us performing. Hmm, I don't even wanna describe the Catfight-To-Be event. One of the B-B's attitude is simply disgusting! Rufisha made her embarrased about her dirty little secret that time, and the B-bs walked off. That was the moment when I worn off, thinking that we've lost hope.

Mannan and Min came a few minutes after, and I told them everything. Great, Mannan told me that he saw those two B-Bs on the way home from Sunplaza! Sakit hati aku macam ikan berjoget pat darat lah!

So yeah, now these Siti and Kama's parents came to school and complained to our officers that Mannan kicked those two off from fancy drill. Well, for your god damned info, it isn't only his decision, but me, and the whole squad's decision to kick you both out! We really don't need betrayers like you who joined and BERSETIA with us in the beginning, and left us halfway. Both of you are the most Belo-minded human beings I've ever met in my entire life, do you realise that? Why must it be yesterday, the most important event that you had to leave us? Menyusahkan orang betul lah binatang-binatang yang tak berekor ni! Yang ada ekor lagi ada timbang rasa lah! And the rest of your fancy drill members had to face the shame, embarrassment and sufferings yesterday performing for the principal, while the both of you, B-Bs (Bloody-Bitches) simply ran away and watch them from the third floor. What on earth were you thinking?! You could even lie to your parents that we released you yesterday while the fact that you ran away from the training? Memang sah takda buah! Pompuan ke laki ke korang ni, aku pon takleh bandingkan lah! I'd feel even happier if you two bitches were to read this post. You wanna make rumours about my friend asking you for stead, I can make HOT NEWS about how perasaan and muka tembok you've been! Muka tembok, Great Wall of China pon kalah lah!

Oh yeah, Siti, your fellow members told me that you had a crush on me. Let me say this, but BEAT IT! I'm not interested to even look at you right now! I'm attatched, understand? Seen my ring? Want me to make you understand better? I really AM NOT interested to have a girlfriend who've been a betrayer and a hypocrite! In fact, I've not even any much feelings for you at all. And I could be less harsh than this too you if you wouldn't have joined your Bloody-Bitches partner. Too bad, baby! You're rejected!

Both of you want me to sound you off face-to-face after reading this? Oh sure! But where on earth are you?

That's all.

"I've seen love die way too many times when it deserves to be alive" - Sis Zilah.

Hmm, that quotation, I couldn't agree more on it. I've gotta admit that I'm one of those with dead love stories. They're history now, and I'm back with someone new. Hmm, Love died for too much reasons. Some couples can't even handle themselves, some even made sacrifices - which were quite lovely, I should say. But the only reason that simply killed love, and really pissed me off was that couples had to break up due to a third party. Well, should you ask why? Oh, sure you do. It's simply the stupidest reason I've ever discovered in my entire life. I mean, why even have relationships in the first place? A third party is the cause of relationships being broken up, and the person who fell for that third party was stupid enough to not even think about those times spent with his or her mate. Just think, you really wanna blow everything off after all those moments? Yeah, secondly, I simply hate it when "looks" is the reason for this. This really isn't love, this is bullshit.

I've faced this for quite sometime though, with a few of my ex-girlfriends. Wouldn't wanna say their names cause I'm not here to write hateful post about them. Well, some left me because of someone else. Just before I knew it, she's totally falling for someone else. Isn't it really heartaching?

Damn, I think I've just dragged back history after a few months! God, I think I should just stop.

Hmm, I've been having nightmares lately. Erm, last night was probably the most terrifying sleep I've ever had. Which I don't even know why. I had this one dream (which I forgot what it was), and I suddenly woke up shockingly, hearing someone screaming out loud right next to my right ear, and I felt something trying to grab the right side of my neck! Whoah, I woke up, took in LOTS of deep breaths and prayed alot. Till' now I kept wondering, "Was I disturbed, or was I only Mengigau?" Hmm, to think back about it, it kinda freaked me out, yet I didn't even cared about it. Somehow. Sweetheart called me this morning. So I tol her everything. Well, she said she experienced it quite a few times. Hmm, god knows best.

So uhh, had NPCC training today. It was "okay". The Sec 1s were quite blur with some stuffs eventhough I've tried to correct them a few times. Oh well. They'll get it someday.

Hmm, major problem. The fancy drill squad wasn't in school this afternoon as they had to go for road marshal duties. Erm, heard that they've completed about 59 seconds of their fancy drill performance isn't it? Hmm, they were supposed to demonstrate it to the HODs today, but HODs said it was fine and they wanna look at their performance THIS FRIDAY! Oh god! How are we gonna survive with these quick moments?! There's another training tommorow, and it might be the only day for us to get the squad perfect with their steps, or even to finish up the whole music. Bleargh.

So anyways, as I'm writing the whole of this post, I've been thinking alot about Sweetheart! Darn, I'm missing her so much! Ahaha! She called me about three times for today. Hmm, she's facing abit of problems with her family, and I really wished I could help - or even do something. Haish, cheer up okay, Sweetie? Just remember that I'm having parts of your heartaches. I know how you feel. Love you!

That's all.

Rahh!! Feeling so excited, high, happy, and I don't know what else to describe my feelings right now. I'm matriculated into Digital Media Design (Video Effects) at ITE Ang Mo Kio, and Sweetheart's got in too! Whoo! For the first time in my life, I'm gonna be in the class with my girlfriend (Hopefully)! I really don't know what else to say, my happiness is too much for me to handle! Sweetheart, I really need to hug you right now! Aaaargh!!

Well, preparing myself what would it be like in ITE soon. Most say it's gonna be hell in Ang Mo Kio, but hell if I care! I still got Sweetheart around! Haha! Hmm, speaking of which, I just hope Ridaudin got in too. His drawing's are really great! Wishing you luck, dude!

That's all.

Hmm, Sweetheart's really, really sick. Sent her to the Polyclinic this morning. Well, I picked her up from her grandmom's house at level 6. She really looked pale, okay? I got real close to her just to keep her comfortable. She can't even define which is hot or cold that she's feeling in herself. Hmm, didn't talked much cause she can't even help herself into speaking. I then sent her home, gave her the pink Adidas perfume (as a Get-Well-Soon gift) and off she went! I simply can't take my eyes off her while she was making her way back. Takut-takut jer kalau apa-apa terjadi, aku datang jadi Hero!

Well, then I went off to school for NPCC fancy-drill training. Didn't even enjoyed my journey, I'm too worried about Sweetheart!

That's all.

I'm so pissed off, pressured and stressed out! I can't even explain myself. One after another, problems were queuing up just to face me, like a lot of passengers queuing for the the Check-ins just to get to their flights. Whatever that means!

Sweetheart's feeling down because of the tragedy that happened recenlty. Haish, I couldn't do much but just to cheer her up, while at the same time feeling overtaken by this pressure. It seems to me that fate is having a huge problem with me.

That's all.

Updates! Gagaga! Okay, I wanna update about me and Sweetheart's first month celebration! Whee! It's only our first month, and we celebrated it like it's our first year! Haha!

Okay, it was such a great time to spend with her in the Zoo. The sun really tried to tore us down, but Sweetheart's activeness really brought us up! Haha! She was dying to look at those bunch of animals, variety! Because of her, my interests we pulled along. Sheesh! Haha! So our favourite was the White Tiger. Sad thing that we didn't see the cub. It's gonna look so cute! Grr! I call that species "Make-Up Tiger", cause i bet it rolled itself over a tub of Johnson's Baby Powder 'till it turned white. LAME!

Erm, did I speak like a fourth-grader? Heck.

Well, we didn't got to see Ah Meng the Orang Utan that time. Probably she's already suffering. The fact is, she died a few days ago. Gosh, we love you, baby.

So we left the Zoo at around 1400hrs. Went to erm .. what's that shopping mall called in Chua Chu Kang?! Damn it! I forgot the name! Tag my board with it's name yeahs? Hehe!

So yeah, went there to have our lunch in KFC. As usual, I got my Zinger and Sweetheart got her Bandito Pocket, both in student meal! While eating, I spotted a Bangladesh male eating with an Indonesian female. Haha! Don't wanna talk about it.



Next, we took a bus to Vivocity! Erm, surprisingly, we didn't spent most of our time there cause most shops were closed. It's Chinese New Year! Gargh! So we decided to walk from Vivocity all the way to Telok Blangah. Wow! That was the time when I started being nuts and talking craps non-stop. Sweetheart could just laugh about it cause she thinks I sounded cute? Haha! We're weird! So we spend some time in the parks in that area and then sent her home! Whee!


So that was the day - 060208! Here's some of the photos!

Rat over-lapping.

Rat sleeping.

Kedondong.

Lovely!

Yeah, that's it. The rest of the pictures were in sweetheart's camera! Grr!

That's all.

Labels : The biggest memory - 060208

Whee! Life's really changed alot! Hmm, have been quite stressed about lotsa stuffs though. NPCC Fancy Drill, home, parents and bla bla bla. Sweetheart's always there to melt me down. Aww! Haha!

Erm, I'm gonna expect this post to be a little short. I'm getting lazy with this blog thinging, unless Sweetheart's gonna force me to update! Bleargh! Oh well! Just swiping off dusts on this blog - here and there.

By the way, tomorrow's our first month! Gosh! "Kita baru nak masuk sebulan dah lalu banyak bende, kan sayang?" That was what she asked me while on the phone yesterday night. It really touched my heart actually. Jeng-jeng! Haha! Yeah, I couldn't agree more. We went through alot. ALOT! So where are we going tomorrow for first month?

*Thinking*

Where are we going?! *Clap, clap, clap!* To the Zoo!

Haha! Yeap, we're going to the Zoo tomorrow! We're gonna expect some animals to be wearing Cheongsam! Ahaha!

That's all.