"I've seen love die way too many times when it deserves to be alive" - Sis Zilah.

Hmm, that quotation, I couldn't agree more on it. I've gotta admit that I'm one of those with dead love stories. They're history now, and I'm back with someone new. Hmm, Love died for too much reasons. Some couples can't even handle themselves, some even made sacrifices - which were quite lovely, I should say. But the only reason that simply killed love, and really pissed me off was that couples had to break up due to a third party. Well, should you ask why? Oh, sure you do. It's simply the stupidest reason I've ever discovered in my entire life. I mean, why even have relationships in the first place? A third party is the cause of relationships being broken up, and the person who fell for that third party was stupid enough to not even think about those times spent with his or her mate. Just think, you really wanna blow everything off after all those moments? Yeah, secondly, I simply hate it when "looks" is the reason for this. This really isn't love, this is bullshit.

I've faced this for quite sometime though, with a few of my ex-girlfriends. Wouldn't wanna say their names cause I'm not here to write hateful post about them. Well, some left me because of someone else. Just before I knew it, she's totally falling for someone else. Isn't it really heartaching?

Damn, I think I've just dragged back history after a few months! God, I think I should just stop.

Hmm, I've been having nightmares lately. Erm, last night was probably the most terrifying sleep I've ever had. Which I don't even know why. I had this one dream (which I forgot what it was), and I suddenly woke up shockingly, hearing someone screaming out loud right next to my right ear, and I felt something trying to grab the right side of my neck! Whoah, I woke up, took in LOTS of deep breaths and prayed alot. Till' now I kept wondering, "Was I disturbed, or was I only Mengigau?" Hmm, to think back about it, it kinda freaked me out, yet I didn't even cared about it. Somehow. Sweetheart called me this morning. So I tol her everything. Well, she said she experienced it quite a few times. Hmm, god knows best.

So uhh, had NPCC training today. It was "okay". The Sec 1s were quite blur with some stuffs eventhough I've tried to correct them a few times. Oh well. They'll get it someday.

Hmm, major problem. The fancy drill squad wasn't in school this afternoon as they had to go for road marshal duties. Erm, heard that they've completed about 59 seconds of their fancy drill performance isn't it? Hmm, they were supposed to demonstrate it to the HODs today, but HODs said it was fine and they wanna look at their performance THIS FRIDAY! Oh god! How are we gonna survive with these quick moments?! There's another training tommorow, and it might be the only day for us to get the squad perfect with their steps, or even to finish up the whole music. Bleargh.

So anyways, as I'm writing the whole of this post, I've been thinking alot about Sweetheart! Darn, I'm missing her so much! Ahaha! She called me about three times for today. Hmm, she's facing abit of problems with her family, and I really wished I could help - or even do something. Haish, cheer up okay, Sweetie? Just remember that I'm having parts of your heartaches. I know how you feel. Love you!

That's all.